Venting I'd have killed myself by now if I weren't such a coward.

[The End]

I'm 36 fucking years old. And it sucks just as bad as you think it does.

I've hated living my whole life. I can't even conceive of how people can enjoy life. My best moments can be described as "not that bad." What's worse is that I already have a great life; except for my lack of sex I everything anybody would want: food, shelter, comfort, etc.

Suicide is on my mind constantly. I think of what a relief it'd be to die, and I long for it. Knowing that I will die eventually is the only thing that brings me consistent contentment. I was just told my friend's older brother has cancer, and is going to die soon. All I can do is grit my teeth in envy.

So why do I still live? After thinking and thinking the answer is very simple; I'm a coward. I want to die, but lack the strength needed to carry out the deed. All I can do is wish for a stray bullet or terminal disease to take me out.

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

me too bro

 

[StaroRavager]

Giving up is always the most readily available option, if you’re seriously considering it then go for it and never look back

 

[ihaveno1]

wish i killed myself 5 years ago tbh

 

[Remyx]

Death I'm fine with, it's how I die that bothers me

 

[Oblivion]

What's worse is that I already have a great life

So just get yourself some happy pills and copemaxx like the rest of us

 

[The End]

wish i killed myself 5 years ago tbh

Yeah! Right!

Everyone says, "No one ever looks back on a failed suicide and wishes they had really died, because things eventually get better." NO THINGS DO NOT GET BETTER. That's the same logic as "everything happens for a reason". Fuck that shit! And even if life did improve, nothing could be worth suffering through another day of this hog shit!

And perhaps those do-gooders don't realize that people who try and fail to kill themselves have a high chance of trying again.

So just get yourself some happy pills and copemaxx like the rest of us

I'm on so many happy-pills already. I've gone through about 2 decades of trying to find the right shit to take. Thanks anyway.

 

[Oblivion]

I'm on so many happy-pills already. I've gone through about 2 decades of trying to find the right shit. Thanks anyway.

Sorry to hear that. I'm in the same situation, too pussy to do it so just gonna ride out the years and maybe get some porn-star tier hookers once I've saved up enough

 

[NEETAndTidy]

Dont kill yourself. Theres no afterlife.

 

[The End]

Dont kill yourself. Theres no afterlife.

I fucking hope there is no afterlife! The concept of an afterlife is possibly the scariest thing I can conceive of. Thank sweet jesus the idea is ludicrous.

 

[StaroRavager]

Dont kill yourself. Theres no afterlife.

If anything, that’s another reason to off yourself

 

[Ghost]

Suicide is on my mind constantly. I think of what a relief it'd be to die, and I long for it.

I'm 35 dude. And I wanna live to 150 so I can tell more fellow incels to STOP KILLING THEMSELVES because there's an eternal Hell waiting for you if you do such a thing...

 

[quinn24]

no matter how bad it is or gets there will eventually be an eternal sleep