Story I'd add serious too, what a difference a day makes....../I'm going to say something that bears repeating

[Hellothere]

So, like I said, I was on a week long only by coincedence cause my internet modem went shot for about a week no fap. I was jacking it daily for a while. I did feel a tad bullshitted when the modem went a bit, but I wasn't craving for it it fiending it and I wasn't lashing out over it. So like I said, I did notice changes in feelings. A little more energetic, a little more relaxed, a little more patient, patience really wasn't that much a problem before.

So then I jacked it last night. Wow. I felt like I was learning how to jack it again. The feeling was more enhanced. Then sensations. Emotionally, I felt fine.

Until today......

So, uh, hmmm, going to change some details or keep things on the not obvious as I best can.

So, I felt fine for the most part, despite a slight schedule mishap, was late for where I needed to be. I felt fine, like not nervous, even with some transportation issues, i felt fine.

Then that all changed when I saw this fucking 16-17 year old backwards hat wearing chad fag buying condoms with his little faggot looking friend. I wanted to go after him and rip his fucking face off. This little cocksucker is pulling it and I'm left alone. This is what happens when you go without sex a long time.

Then after that, my mood changed. I was like a bitchy moody teenager. It was more a feeling than actions. I wasn't like having a tantrum over everything, but my mood was more depressed/lethargic and I wasn't hiding it. I kind of freaked some people out/set them off, and I liked it. Oh and I was hitting the walls in the bathroom in a fit of anger, I have done this before, and someone heard me and was like trying to figure it out albeit concernedly.

Did this have to do with having jacked it after having not? Possibly/probably. Again, I did not notice a slightly better sense of mood control and feeling better and not as upset and depressed as much as I was. After, yeah, it all came back.

So I am in a weird balancing point. Again, I like the feeling of it and the porn, and well, to say I've watched too much is an understatement. But when I wasn't, I noticed these changes.

So for the part that bears repeating, normies are inherently worse than chads and stacies. I am in an area on the regular that is normie fucking central. I hate most of the fucking people and pray someone goes ER on the place, as long as it is a day I am not there. There is this herd mentality, that really starts from the adults and spreads to the kids, let's just say there is more than should be vineyard vines and the people wearing them fit the personality, assholes who should be strangled the moment they open their mouth. So yeah, that's all I have to say about that for now.

 

[Incel Prime]

High T caused your out burst. A week of no fap increases testosterone. At the end of the week your T levels spike and peak then going into week 2 it starts slowly going back to base line. Even though you jerked off you still had the high T.

 

[Hellothere]

High T caused your out burst. A week of no fap increases testosterone. At the end of the week your T levels spike and peak then going into week 2 it starts slowly going back to base line. Even though you jerked off you still had the high T.

That explains a lot. I jacked it almost every day before this. So there is a corelation between that and mood? See I thought jacking it made you more relaxed/mellow.

 

[Incel Prime]

That explains a lot. I jacked it almost every day before this. So there is a corelation between that and mood? See I thought jacking it made you more relaxed/mellow.

You were in the habit of every day fap before your no fap. Your body was used to this so your mood wouldnt change noticably. Fapping would mellow you cause your T levels were normal. When you did your no fap it spiked like I said but you had more energy cause you had the extra T from not fapping. Once you fapped it released all the built up T at once.

 

[The End]

I don't know. It seems presumptuous to assume a cause and effect relationship.

I guess the T spike from masturbating makes a little sense, and may have contributed to your emotions. But it's not like people only murder after they've whacked it.

Experiment with abstinence if you think you may benefit. During a 2 month period I abstained from masturbation, to re-balance my dopamine receivers, I felt shitty and lethargic all the time.

 

[Hellothere]

I see. Well, going to try no fap again, but the porn is too tempting!