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UrgyYevhenii
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The only people who have ever regularly touched me are my family members when I hug them
I have never been affectionately touched by someone.
a few of the times in high school, the girlfriends of my two chad best friends gave me polite hugs in greeting, and it made me want to burst into tears, because it was the closest thing I’ve ever gotten to affection, 1.5 seconds of hug from a female that isn’t my mother.
the last non family touch I got was 15 years ago at high school graduation from those two girlfriends of my two chad best friends. 1.5 second polite grandma hugs.
I am dead inside, I would do anything to feel physical affection,I’ve lived my whole life without it, it was initially unbelievably painful but now it’s just... ashes. Sigh.
I can’t even imagine how spiritually warming, uplifting and rejuvenating holding a loving female partner must be, lying on a comfortable bed in embrace. Jesus Christ guys, I can’t imagine it, I can’t experience basic human intimacy, how am I alive? What is this torture?
I have never been affectionately touched by someone.
a few of the times in high school, the girlfriends of my two chad best friends gave me polite hugs in greeting, and it made me want to burst into tears, because it was the closest thing I’ve ever gotten to affection, 1.5 seconds of hug from a female that isn’t my mother.
the last non family touch I got was 15 years ago at high school graduation from those two girlfriends of my two chad best friends. 1.5 second polite grandma hugs.
I am dead inside, I would do anything to feel physical affection,I’ve lived my whole life without it, it was initially unbelievably painful but now it’s just... ashes. Sigh.
I can’t even imagine how spiritually warming, uplifting and rejuvenating holding a loving female partner must be, lying on a comfortable bed in embrace. Jesus Christ guys, I can’t imagine it, I can’t experience basic human intimacy, how am I alive? What is this torture?