Serious I wouldn’t know what to do

[MattTheFramecel]

Theoretically, if somehow there was a foid interested in me who would want to help me ascend, I would have no idea what to do, how to act and just make a fool of myself.

 

[Ibrahim997]

Theoretically, if somehow there was a foid interested in me who would want to help me ascend, I would have no idea what to do, how to act and just make a fool of myself.

Chances are if its both your first time neither would she.

 

[Saigon Depression]

I hardly know how to handle basic social situations, I very often embarrass myself

 

[$₦øωǤя!†₲ų¥]

IDK, if there was someone like that in my life and it would not be a fleeting love bombing. Then I guess I would catch up on what I missed and dreamed of all my life. I'll love her if she would let me; doing stupid cringe things like write hearts in the steamy panes together or cuddle while whispering sweet nothings to each other. Take her out and make her feel wanted and loved. She would give me some purpose in life and I would finally feel a fraction of happiness that I was denied all my life. In that hypothetical scenario, just being me would be enough.
But based on my life experiences, I think I would push her away and would not believe that she was genuine and not just having some ulterior motives. I would kept the blackpill at the back of my mind and it would ruin everything, because I wouldn't be able to ignore the real truth - That it was only just my turn to sit in the old rental car. And most importantly, I don't think I want anyone to be this close to me, to have that kind of power to hurt me and give me the final push to face the reaper himself.