ordinaryotaku
Rotting collegecel. Women hate me for existing.
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I had therapy for my 'tism (Aspergers) when I was a kid. External 'tism therapists I stopped seeing at 9 or so. School therapists/special education classes, my stopping point was at 15.
To be honest, I feel like doing that shit sucked out all my creativity. I feel like I had a much better personality when I was openly neurodivergent. They made me repress all of it, and now I am forced to act like a normoid. That shit changed me for the worst. I even feel like an NPC at some times. I'm so glad I never had to take meds, I was only brainwashed.
I feel like I more than likely have symptoms of depression. I feel like I'm slowly spiraling downhill. This is what happens when you're bored to shit 24/7 and are forced to live as an incel in a boring ass town and going to a college where all the women openly make fun of you and make you feel like shit. But a therapist is the last thing I will ever see. Your rights are automatically taken away the second you walk into your first brainwashing session. I feel like I am already flagged from owning firearms due to my autism diagnosis, along with all those initial autism therapies from age 4 until age 15.
Not to mention there's not really anything for them to do therapy on unless they want to openly gaslight me. How I feel now is directly caused by other people, not myself. How I manage to take bullshit from others (especially those college bitches) is honestly pretty good, and those stuck up cunts at my college should thank their lucky stars for that.
That, and all the soyboy fucking faggots demanding that incels should see therapists makes me not want to see them even more.
How about you guys? I would personally rather kill myself than ever get therapy.
To be honest, I feel like doing that shit sucked out all my creativity. I feel like I had a much better personality when I was openly neurodivergent. They made me repress all of it, and now I am forced to act like a normoid. That shit changed me for the worst. I even feel like an NPC at some times. I'm so glad I never had to take meds, I was only brainwashed.
I feel like I more than likely have symptoms of depression. I feel like I'm slowly spiraling downhill. This is what happens when you're bored to shit 24/7 and are forced to live as an incel in a boring ass town and going to a college where all the women openly make fun of you and make you feel like shit. But a therapist is the last thing I will ever see. Your rights are automatically taken away the second you walk into your first brainwashing session. I feel like I am already flagged from owning firearms due to my autism diagnosis, along with all those initial autism therapies from age 4 until age 15.
Not to mention there's not really anything for them to do therapy on unless they want to openly gaslight me. How I feel now is directly caused by other people, not myself. How I manage to take bullshit from others (especially those college bitches) is honestly pretty good, and those stuck up cunts at my college should thank their lucky stars for that.
That, and all the soyboy fucking faggots demanding that incels should see therapists makes me not want to see them even more.
How about you guys? I would personally rather kill myself than ever get therapy.
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