I would be choose to be tortured if that meant i could clean out my autism

[never began]

I can't fucking handle this anymore.

Shock therapy, brain surgery, the torture scene from Tokyo ghoul. I don't fucking care, everyday I agonize because of ONE variable in the way I was born.

I do geniunely try my best, I have been studying how to socialize for years, ever since I was a third grader. Top 10s, YouTube videos, observations and anecdotes from my real life, I have ahuge catalogue of information on just how to act "normal" and I can't do that.

No matter how hard i try, no matter my effort, things go wrong after the first few notes. I am lucky if I can hold a friend for a few months, and I have never been able to have a good meaningful conversation with a woman. It's a curse. If I was atleast told the truth when I was a child, that I was fucking doomed from the get-go, it would make my process of cope and acceptance so much easier. I can't stop now, I'm too far gone, I'm gonna end up struggling and fighting to my death and dying alone and forgotten, my pride, story, whatever the fuck, I would be extremely suprised if anyone besides family came to my funeral, even if just to laugh at me

 

[Animecel2D]

Tell me where you live I come to your house and beat the autism out of you with a metal bat

 

[Old Ironsides]

JFL, Chico.
You're not escaping autism, that shit is a cancer stage 4. There's no changing it so LDAR because many have tried and all have failed







fucking over for us all

 

[never began]

Tell me where you live I come to your house and beat the autism out of you with a metal bat

Your mom's house nigga hold on let me finish dicking her down

 

[Animecel2D]

Your mom's house nigga hold on let me finish dicking her down

larp my mother hates autistic niggas like you

 

[kretschmer]

Tell me where you live I come to your house and beat the autism out of you with a metal bat

Do you have to comment in every autism thread? You don’t see me leaving snide comment in every thread about manletism

 

[Animecel2D]

You don’t see me leaving snide comment in every thread about manletism

Could’ve sworn you did that a couple times at least

 

[kretschmer]

larp my mother hates autistic niggas like you

Would she rather fuck a kangaroo out in the outback like a typical ausswhore?

 

[Animecel2D]

Would she rather fuck a kangaroo out in the outback like a typical ausswhore?

Yes

 

[hollowcel]

Do you have to comment in every autism thread? You don’t see me leaving snide comment in every thread about manletism

he's a huge hypocrite when it comes to this, you are right in calling him out

 

[kretschmer]

I can't fucking handle this anymore.

Shock therapy, brain surgery, the torture scene from Tokyo ghoul. I don't fucking care, everyday I agonize because of ONE variable in the way I was born.

I do geniunely try my best, I have been studying how to socialize for years, ever since I was a third grader. Top 10s, YouTube videos, observations and anecdotes from my real life, I have ahuge catalogue of information on just how to act "normal" and I can't do that.

No matter how hard i try, no matter my effort, things go wrong after the first few notes. I am lucky if I can hold a friend for a few months, and I have never been able to have a good meaningful conversation with a woman. It's a curse. If I was atleast told the truth when I was a child, that I was fucking doomed from the get-go, it would make my process of cope and acceptance so much easier. I can't stop now, I'm too far gone, I'm gonna end up struggling and fighting to my death and dying alone and forgotten, my pride, story, whatever the fuck, I would be extremely suprised if anyone besides family came to my funeral, even if just to laugh at me

Tough shit. Accept that your a reject forever and cope with drugs

 

[kretschmer]

he's a huge hypocrite when it comes to this, you are right in calling him out

He’s a bitch aussrat

 

[Adolf Hitler]

It’s over nothing can change autism

 

[Jotogo]

It’s over nothing can change autism

 

[kek1]

I rather be autistic and cut off society because society is mentally disabled clowns who should commit suicide

 

[Subhuman100]

I can't fucking handle this anymore.

Shock therapy, brain surgery, the torture scene from Tokyo ghoul. I don't fucking care, everyday I agonize because of ONE variable in the way I was born.

I do geniunely try my best, I have been studying how to socialize for years, ever since I was a third grader. Top 10s, YouTube videos, observations and anecdotes from my real life, I have ahuge catalogue of information on just how to act "normal" and I can't do that.

No matter how hard i try, no matter my effort, things go wrong after the first few notes. I am lucky if I can hold a friend for a few months, and I have never been able to have a good meaningful conversation with a woman. It's a curse. If I was atleast told the truth when I was a child, that I was fucking doomed from the get-go, it would make my process of cope and acceptance so much easier. I can't stop now, I'm too far gone, I'm gonna end up struggling and fighting to my death and dying alone and forgotten, my pride, story, whatever the fuck, I would be extremely suprised if anyone besides family came to my funeral, even if just to laugh at me

same thing man, it's really the worst thing out there. just cripples you completely in any social situation. then without friends you become lonely, loneliness leads to depression and makes you a living hell

 

[Onlylonly]

I feel you man
I've been told abouth datingsites just for autistisc people but i have not looked into it yet course i also got adhd

 

[Transcended Trucel]

I feel you man
I've been told abouth datingsites just for autistisc people but i have not looked into it yet course i also got adhd

 

[asocialcel]

I do geniunely try my best, I have been studying how to socialize for years, ever since I was a third grader. Top 10s, YouTube videos, observations and anecdotes from my real life, I have ahuge catalogue of information on just how to act "normal" and I can't do that.

Don't do that brocel. Be yourself