Excluded
My life are just failed copes
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I know it for certain now, that is over. I hate females with all my soul, modern times made me hate them so much, that I would only feel disgust even if I could be someone.
My head is still full of crap. I should have never been exposed to pornography. But today it is all sexualised in a way that I only feel repulsed by the side of a vagina.
There's absolutely nothing I can do at this point. 24 years is all that my head was able to be celibate till this point, when I realise that there's no love for me. I'm already consumed by hate and I would only feel repulsed by sex. If I pay for a hooker it would be a disgusting act. Just willing to end the job and try not to puke.
Modern feminism, cuckoldry, pornography and everything about this rotten earth makes me sick. I can't stand anyone having what I've been denied when I was still a healthy man with sexual needs. But I've been psychologically destroyed, and now I'm just an evil person, that wants suffering. I'm rotting for a big disaster that justifies my confinement. I would gladly go to a war and kill or die.
I'm probably a psychopath at this point. I would hurt people if I knew there wouldn't be consequences, and I enjoy when people suffer and die. Cause that's all what life is about for me. I still have a sense for justice, but my justice is personal, cause there's no real justice in the world we live in.
My head is still full of crap. I should have never been exposed to pornography. But today it is all sexualised in a way that I only feel repulsed by the side of a vagina.
There's absolutely nothing I can do at this point. 24 years is all that my head was able to be celibate till this point, when I realise that there's no love for me. I'm already consumed by hate and I would only feel repulsed by sex. If I pay for a hooker it would be a disgusting act. Just willing to end the job and try not to puke.
Modern feminism, cuckoldry, pornography and everything about this rotten earth makes me sick. I can't stand anyone having what I've been denied when I was still a healthy man with sexual needs. But I've been psychologically destroyed, and now I'm just an evil person, that wants suffering. I'm rotting for a big disaster that justifies my confinement. I would gladly go to a war and kill or die.
I'm probably a psychopath at this point. I would hurt people if I knew there wouldn't be consequences, and I enjoy when people suffer and die. Cause that's all what life is about for me. I still have a sense for justice, but my justice is personal, cause there's no real justice in the world we live in.