I Wonder if I Made a Mistake

[jvreturns]

I rejected friends and invites when people asked me to hang out with them.
I wonder if I wud be happier hanging out with people than rotting 24 7.

I just always hate a hatred for humanity for ostracizing me when i was 13-16.

When I lost weight, people treated me better and started to invited me out a bit.
I cudnt accept their invitations since I hated society and people for how they previously treated me.

Happy New Year btw everybody.
I hope this year is better for us.

 

[disposableman]

try never having been invited to anything. the only cope is the rope

 

[uglylifematters]

try never having been invited to anything. the only cope is the rope

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

probably would have been shit anyway

 

[jvreturns]

probably would have been shit anyway

true

 

[Total Imbecile]

I rejected friends and invites when people asked me to hang out with them.
I wonder if I wud be happier hanging out with people than rotting 24 7.

I just always hate a hatred for humanity for ostracizing me when i was 13-16.

When I lost weight, people treated me better and started to invited me out a bit.
I cudnt accept their invitations since I hated society and people for how they previously treated me.

Happy New Year btw everybody.
I hope this year is better for us.

Its really hard to tell if people are inviting you out because they genuinely like you or because they are just being nice. If you have no contact with them outside school/work/however you know them, then you can be 99% certain that their invitations are phony so you made the right call by not going.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

Idk maybe you hate yourself and not society? I also declined several invites in the past just because I hate myself more than any single person on this planet ever could

 

[jvreturns]

Idk maybe you hate yourself and not society? I also declined several invites in the past just because I hate myself more than any single person on this planet ever could

i hate society with a passion.
i also suffered from debilitating SA and Insecurity in my youth

 

[Deleted member 2119]

i hate society with a passion.
i also suffered from debilitating SA and Insecurity in my youth

Same. It all started when everyone hit puberty and I didn't