some day in october 2011. My cuckservative parents with some constant whining about the lack of woman in my life to everybody around, managed to set up a meet with a family friend's daughter.
She was already there in the cafe. she wasn't told how I look or anything and she took one look at my face and throughout the 20 minute 'meet', she was looking down on her phone giving me 1 or 2 word replies for my questions about herself.
This is the point where blue pill subhumans assume that maybe the girl is not ready for it and try to do more. Cringe. Wouldn't want to blame the parents too much for it. It's not the 80s for a beta like my father to easily ascend, buy home and impress a submissive(back then, now she's dominating him) woman and make a wife out of her. They are stuck to their own period's assumptions about dating, everyone in a bubble protecting their comforting worldviews except the men in this forum.
Many of you would turn depressed when you chadfish and see how females reply to the chats. But for me, it is a huge relief - the self doubts I had with whatever little female interaction I had were all swooped down to arrive at the nihilistic 'it's over for me'.
I didn't have much respect for myself (or self love, the therapists call it) but was keen to come to a thorough, objective truth about why I couldn't, why women weren't the way I am told.
It's ridiculously simple, mutual attraction. That's it. Wish I hadn't subjected myself to harsh criticisms in those deluded times, that's the only regret I have. Anyway.