I wonder how it feels to wake up and...

[Angry_runt]

I wonder how it feels to wake up and realize you have a girlfriend or you've had sex for the first time or even you kissed a girl the previous night.
Would I remember it straight away? Or maybe I'd feel happy and giddy for some reason but unable to remember why for a few seconds.
Given that so far every time I woke up with memories of some pleasant experience with a girl it was a dream, how long would it take me to realize it was not a dream?
How would I decide when or if to call her or text her and what would I say?
Would I want to do what I do every morning or would I do something completely different?
Would I still feel the pain and longing every time I see a pretty girl? Or would it make all girls look somehow attainable?
How would I feel about all of you?

I'm 37. Most likely I'll never know the answers to these questions.

 

[FrustratedWhiteMale]

I'll never know.
I take up next to my dolls.

 

[LastGerman]

I'm 37. Most likely I'll never know the answers to these questions.

Brutal...

 

[Wombcel98]

I wonder how it feels to wake up and realize you have a girlfriend or you've had sex for the first time or even you kissed a girl the previous night.
Would I remember it straight away? Or maybe I'd feel happy and giddy for some reason but unable to remember why for a few seconds.
Given that so far every time I woke up with memories of some pleasant experience with a girl it was a dream, how long would it take me to realize it was not a dream?
How would I decide when or if to call her or text her and what would I say?
Would I want to do what I do every morning or would I do something completely different?
Would I still feel the pain and longing every time I see a pretty girl? Or would it make all girls look somehow attainable?
How would I feel about all of you?

I'm 37. Most likely I'll never know the answers to these questions.

I'd like to imagine that it's like getting drunk for the first time. You are excited, even though you feel a bit nauseous and don't really know what's going on / are pretty nervous as well. After a few minutes you'll forget that though and eventually get absolutely shitfaced. The next morning you wake up feeling groggy, tired, and with a headache, not knowing what the previous day was all about. Or with the memories of a lifetime. Or both. But in the end, you'll get back to your normal life, your routine. It was a welcome break from your daily struggles, but they won't disappear. Life will come back, grab you by the throat and throw you against the wall in a mean and brutal way, as life is suffering, and only death is salvation.

 

[Deleted member 1042]

Most likely you’ll get over the feeling and be back to being depressed.

 

[IronMike]

Most likely you’ll get over the feeling and be back to being depressed.

This 100%. You would be on a high for about an hour then get neurotic thinking about other ways to repeat the actions of the previous night

 

[Lux]

Most likely you’ll get over the feeling and be back to being depressed.

 

[rahultmnt]

Most likely you’ll get over the feeling and be back to being depressed.

 

[Deleted member 8206]

Brutal...

 

[Hate_my_life]

Ask @First loss, he'll update you when he ascends.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

Most likely you’ll get over the feeling and be back to being depressed.

 

[needsolution]

I'll never know.
I take up next to my dolls.

how many dolls u have?