You will never be Black. You have no west African genes, you have no BBC, you have no curly hair. You are a brown man twisted by interracial BMWF cuckold porn and anti-white politics into a crude mockery of a negro
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your “blackmaxxing” mannerism behind closed doors.
White women are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed White women to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even sissies who “serve the BNWO” look at you with disgust and pity. Your facial bone structure, height, skin tone and accent are dead giveaways. And even if you manage to get a drunk sissy home with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a sight of your disgusting 4” brown pecker.
You will never be Black bull. You open up your fake Tinder profile every single morning and tell yourself today you’ll get your snowbunny, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your brown birth name, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a brown man is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably, brown.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning black.