It would be much easier to accept my fate if I had nobody else to blame but myself. Dont IT retards realize this?
Do they really think I would rather not swallow my pride and admit im wrong at any point during the past 10+ years than die alone?
I'm already my own worst critic. I am not a foid so i am capable of self awareness.
Nobody comes out the womb blackpilled. To say we are incel bcuz or our thinking flips cause and effect, assuming said cause and effect was true in the first place (bad personality = no partners) which we know is patently false.
I know what I have and what I havent done. If I knew i simply failed at behaving or doing stuff I could have made peace with myself 10 years ago and unironically worked on self improving to fix that. Or it would be something as simple as trying doing things differently.
I have undergone a full persoynality overhaul, when I was a teen I was bluepilled cuck, in late teens and 20 I became a redpilled doomer, and 21 onwards fully blackpilled. None of this ever changed my chances of getting a gf. 10 years of youth gone with women avoiding me regardless.
Bcuz that was never the core of the problem. The problem is unchangeable things (by reasonable means) such as the entire structure of my face or height.
Nobody has to bust their ass as hard in this world to prove they are worthy a place in this world, recognition, maybe even a partner as sub LTN men. For us the odds to overcome are so monumental it practically takes us being millionaires to buy a taste of a normal life.
It hurts seeing dudes who are absolute dregs at life get free passes and not have their human needs pyramids collapse in on itself, simply because they are 4 inches taller. Rapists, killers, beaters of children/elderly/disabled, dudes with 65 IQ, dudes with hereditary heart conditions that make their kids die at teenage years, occasional homeless, you fucking name it, dudes with nothing going for them except being tied up in a 6'4 package. Instantly rewarded by foids.
Do they really think I would rather not swallow my pride and admit im wrong at any point during the past 10+ years than die alone?
I'm already my own worst critic. I am not a foid so i am capable of self awareness.
Nobody comes out the womb blackpilled. To say we are incel bcuz or our thinking flips cause and effect, assuming said cause and effect was true in the first place (bad personality = no partners) which we know is patently false.
I know what I have and what I havent done. If I knew i simply failed at behaving or doing stuff I could have made peace with myself 10 years ago and unironically worked on self improving to fix that. Or it would be something as simple as trying doing things differently.
I have undergone a full persoynality overhaul, when I was a teen I was bluepilled cuck, in late teens and 20 I became a redpilled doomer, and 21 onwards fully blackpilled. None of this ever changed my chances of getting a gf. 10 years of youth gone with women avoiding me regardless.
Bcuz that was never the core of the problem. The problem is unchangeable things (by reasonable means) such as the entire structure of my face or height.
Nobody has to bust their ass as hard in this world to prove they are worthy a place in this world, recognition, maybe even a partner as sub LTN men. For us the odds to overcome are so monumental it practically takes us being millionaires to buy a taste of a normal life.
It hurts seeing dudes who are absolute dregs at life get free passes and not have their human needs pyramids collapse in on itself, simply because they are 4 inches taller. Rapists, killers, beaters of children/elderly/disabled, dudes with 65 IQ, dudes with hereditary heart conditions that make their kids die at teenage years, occasional homeless, you fucking name it, dudes with nothing going for them except being tied up in a 6'4 package. Instantly rewarded by foids.
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