Venting I wish my parents were never as vocal about how I should never kill myself when growing up

[FatFoidHater69]

They did it to both my brothers as well, who are normal looking guys (non-deformed faces unlike me). It’s good that I have nice parents, it’s one of the only things that I got lucky on in things you can’t choose. But, every day I’m becoming even more soulless and directionless. I just wish I was capable of actually ending it, but I know I won’t ever be able to. I just think it’s hilarious how fucked over one can be because of the way they were born. Literally born and it being over. What the fuck do I do when I have asymmetrical nose,mouth AND eyes? The asymmetrical nose is also an extreme pig nose. My body I injured from muscle tears so that it hurts to walk. I only got injured due to using being physically greater as a cope, that I overtrained. I have a neck as long as that skinny white kid on YouTube. I have a 17 inch frame. Average height. Why have I never had a friend in my entire life? It’s not due to my appearance is it? Why do workers not even Fake smile at me? Has my personality since I was born bad? Should I have showered when I was 4 years old, to prevent most of the kids at my preschool calling me piggy? Would that have helped guys? Fuck this shit I want to kill myself so bad.

 

[spermretentionmax]

At least you have nice parents

 

[Chang.Beijing]

They did it to both my brothers as well, who are normal looking guys (non-deformed faces unlike me). It’s good that I have nice parents, it’s one of the only things that I got lucky on in things you can’t choose. But, every day I’m becoming even more soulless and directionless. I just wish I was capable of actually ending it, but I know I won’t ever be able to. I just think it’s hilarious how fucked over one can be because of the way they were born. Literally born and it being over. What the fuck do I do when I have asymmetrical nose,mouth AND eyes? The asymmetrical nose is also an extreme pig nose. My body I injured from muscle tears so that it hurts to walk. I only got injured due to using being physically greater as a cope, that I overtrained. I have a neck as long as that skinny white kid on YouTube. I have a 17 inch frame. Average height. Why have I never had a friend in my entire life? It’s not due to my appearance is it? Why do workers not even Fake smile at me? Has my personality since I was born bad? Should I have showered when I was 4 years old, to prevent most of the kids at my preschool calling me piggy? Would that have helped guys? Fuck this shit I want to kill myself so bad.

17 inch biacromial or bideltoid?

 

[Tsunchad]

Hey, at least you're not Jewish. I'd ropemaxx if that were the case for me.

 

[anotherwastedlife]

i hate my boomer parents; the moment i got diagnosed with autism as a toddler they chose the helicopter/shielding route of parenting and they were kind of neglectful and discouraging, its like they were setting me up to be even more of a failure than i intended to be

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

My mom

i hate my boomer parents; the moment i got diagnosed with autism as a toddler they chose the helicopter/shielding route of parenting and they were kind of neglectful and discouraging, its like they were setting me up to be even more of a failure than i intended to be

My mom was like that with me too when I was a kid I can relate