Venting I wish my mom was still honest to me

[TollieRobertis419]

When I was a young kid, whenever we meet someone in person she would always tell me "even this person doesn't like you too" (worded in our native language). And there will be times were she will say some kinda blackpilled stuff to me.

But for whatever reason, after the time in 4th grade were she was called in the principal's office after I chimped out in school (I tried to imitate Jimmy Hopkins from bully scholarship because I was a huge fan of that game at that time), since then she stopped being honest to me.

The principal probably advised her to always tell me bluepilled platitudes to make not chimp out and so she did. But she did it for too long that she eventually believed in the bluepilled platitudes bullshit.

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

Ok

 

[Filipinocel]

But for whatever reason, after the time in 4th grade were she was called in the principal's office after I chimped out in school (I tried to imitate Jimmy Hopkins from bully scholarship because I was a huge fan of that game at that time), since then she stopped being honest to me.

I tried doing something like that once, only to get suspended for two weeks jfl. plus getting bitch slapped by my mother.

 

[TollieRobertis419]

I tried doing something like that once, only to get suspended for two weeks jfl. plus getting bitch slapped by my mother.

My mother didn't even bitch slapped me because she felt bad for me at the time. The bullying got even worse after I chimped out in 4th grade. And my naive parents didn't even bother getting me out of that school after I did that JFL. I was in the same school until the end of highschool. So when my new classmates at the start of highschool heard about that story about me chimping out, they started bullying me too, but it was hardcore bullying since they came from low class neighborhood. Also, my fat hapa classmate became a sociopath at that time and started shitting on me too, nonstop and it was the worst bullying I've ever gotten. The torment lasted for about 10 years, starting from elementary school to highschool. It's like it has became a tradition to bully me JFL. It's really traumatizing. I really wish my parents didn't sent a subhuman ethnic filipino like me to that shitty private school filled with cruel ableist lookist antisocial mestizos.

 

[Filipinocel]

My mother didn't even bitch slapped me because she felt bad for me at the time. The bullying got even worse after I chimped out in 4th grade. And my naive parents didn't even bother getting me out of that school after I did that JFL. I was in the same school until the end of highschool. So when my new classmates at the start of highschool heard about that story about me chimping out, they started bullying me too, but it was hardcore bullying since they came from low class neighborhood. Also, my fat hapa classmate became a sociopath at that time and started shitting on me too, nonstop and it was the worst bullying I've ever gotten. The torment lasted for about 10 years, starting from elementary school to highschool. It's like it has became a tradition to bully me JFL. It's really traumatizing. I really wish my parents didn't sent a subhuman ethnic filipino like me to that shitty private school filled with cruel ableist lookist antisocial mestizos.

I don't know what runs in these normies' heads, especially when they seem to have fun tormenting people who don't fight back. It makes me angry every time I remember some people who i used to be friends with then suddenly turning into bullies for no reason at all. I agree with your take on meztizos, most of the time the whitest are those who bully the most.

 

[Sexless incel]

Can relate

 

[TollieRobertis419]

I don't know what runs in these normies' heads, especially when they seem to have fun tormenting people who don't fight back. It makes me angry every time I remember some people who i used to be friends with then suddenly turning into bullies for no reason at all. I agree with your take on meztizos, most of the time the whitest are those who bully the most.

What's more messed up is my parents thinking that they're the innocent, kind and friendly ones while I'm the bad person when I told them about me getting bullied by them, even though they've witnessed me getting bullied by them in front of them a few times. They think that they're just messing around and joking. Probably because they're good looking and white enough to fool my parents that they're good people. Halo effect and JBW is really brutal.

Being an ethnic filipino while living among mestizos is like being a peasant, because the moment a mestizo picked on you, they can do whatever they want to you as they pleases and you can't do shit because you're the 3rd lowest mammal by default if you're an ethnic filipino. I was abused by a mestizo fat hapa for a decade. He befriended me only for what I have. He would come to our house just to use my stuff (without my permission and return it broken) eat my stuff, and test his psychological tricks from the internet on me. One time he kicked me out of my own bedroom so he can jack off to porn because he said that my guitar playing is disturbing him. The dude even taunted my parents, when he saw my grand mother, he made monkey sounds. This is why I'm gonna get revenge on that 6ft fat ass soon.

I really regret not stabbing him in school back then.