Venting I wish I was never born

[erenyeager]

I hate being an organism. The fact I was born at the most horrible times ever just makes me want to kill myself. Nowhere is good anymore. I'm running out of copes except drawing. I can't get over the fact I keep thinking about chads and how their life is good because of their bones being different sizes. Goddamn it all. I wish I didn't sound like a itch but fuck what DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS FATE I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED AND I GET NOTHING BUT LIES, GASLIGHTING, AND SHITTY TALKBACKS BEHINF MY BACK. I wanted to have a family with 3 children. Be proud of them. But I can't because I won't ever have a bloodline and its whats hurting me the most. I wanna have a legacy. But I can't because of shitty genes. Looks like those black girls where right. I will never have a legacy or a loving wife. I will die in a ditch and be a sad fugly half a boy

 

[TheDarkEnigma]

I hate being an organism. The fact I was born at the most horrible times ever just makes me want to kill myself. Nowhere is good anymore. I'm running out of copes except drawing. I can't get over the fact I keep thinking about chads and how their life is good because of their bones being different sizes. Goddamn it all. I wish I didn't sound like a itch but fuck what DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS FATE I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED AND I GET NOTHING BUT LIES, GASLIGHTING, AND SHITTY TALKBACKS BEHINF MY BACK. I wanted to have a family with 3 children. Be proud of them. But I can't because I won't ever have a bloodline and its whats hurting me the most. I wanna have a legacy. But I can't because of shitty genes. Looks like those black girls where right. I will never have a legacy or a loving wife. I will die in a ditch and be a sad fugly half a boy

Well, I'm already here and I do not want to return to the Void.

 

[erenyeager]

Well, I'm already here and I do not want to return to the Void.

The void sounds better. I won't have to think about my useless life anymore. I will be technically free.

 

[TheDarkEnigma]

The void sounds better. I won't have to think about my useless life anymore. I will be technically free.

I guess, but that fear of eternal non-existence is the one thing that makes me live on no matter how brutal life is. I like to have thoughts and go through experiences and to be.

 

[erenyeager]

I guess, but that fear of eternal non-existence is the one thing that makes me live on no matter how brutal life is. I like to have thoughts and go through experiences and to be.

Fuck that. Everyone should go back to the void. we are all family remember.

 

[TaciturnCel]

The void sounds better. I won't have to think about my useless life anymore. I will be technically free.

You know too much about reality that's why your're depressed. Nigga find some better copes. Mines are Escortcelling and Moneymaxxing. If you come from a first world country you could move to another country and increase your chances of getting starting a family significantly.

 

[Deleted member 17749]

Same here

 

[TheDarkEnigma]

Fuck that. Everyone should go back to the void. we are all family remember.

Tbh, I hope that heaven is real or that we reincarnate or become spiritual beings after breaking the karma cycle. But tbh, eternal non-existence and cognitive darkness seems the most plausible outcome.

 

[erenyeager]

Tbh, I hope that heaven is real or that we reincarnate or become spiritual beings after breaking the karma cycle. But tbh, eternal non-existence and cognitive darkness seems the most plausible outcome.

Seems like a good punishment for those who made me go through hell finally I get to be dominant kingly deity

You know too much about reality that's why your're depressed. Nigga find some better copes. Mines are Escortcelling and Moneymaxxing. If you come from a first world country you could move to another country and increase your chances of getting starting a family significantly.

maybe but I can't moneymaxxx ATM due to moving. But I am good at drawing. I keep drawing ugly subhumans

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

I guess, but that fear of eternal non-existence is the one thing that makes me live on no matter how brutal life is. I like to have thoughts and go through experiences and to be.

No such thing as eternal non existence.

 

[TheDarkEnigma]

No such thing as eternal non existence.

You only exist in this lifetime...

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

You only exist in this lifetime...

How do you know that?

 

[simply_over]

You only exist in this lifetime...

Cope, we are spiritual beings

 

[zangano1]

Same

 

[Meus]

Dude who cares about a family and all that gay shit.

I'm sad because I will never be a dictator.

 

[cucksaar]

I’m sorry you had to experience this

 

[Claude]

Try joining the army (Serious)
It might change your outlook

 

[simply_over]

I'm not sure whether I wanted to be born or not. The first ~18 years of my life were quite good, after that it went downhill. So I dont know, maybe all in all it was worth it even if i will suffer for the rest of my life.

 

[erenyeager]

Try joining the army (Serious)
It might change your outlook

Army got cucked ngl imma just rot

Dude who cares about a family and all that gay shit.

I'm sad because I will never be a dictator.
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You just don't have the foundER yet it will come

 

[nystagmuscel]

The void sounds better.

 

[erenyeager]

Same
Antinatalism is the path we should follow

The Zeke yeager pill

 

[Murdoch89]

No one should have been born tbh

 

[Deleted member 21821]

drawing

What kind of drawing? Anime or cartoonish or realistic?

No one should have been born tbh

Also

 

[erenyeager]

What kind of drawing? Anime or cartoonish or realistic?

Also

I do all 3 tbh.

 

[Incline]

I wish i could draw

 

[TheDarkEnigma]

I do all 3 tbh.

Show us your art, tbh.

 

[Therapywasaaste]

Draw pretty foids, that's what I do

 

[erenyeager]

Draw pretty foids, that's what I do

All I have drawn are ugly incels and incels as titans

 

[Deleted member 26010]

The Zeke yeager pill

Don't worry brother, I came to save you. Take my hand and we will free this world.

Based character ngl

Why thank you.