Autism is a curse. Do I even need to go in depth?
No you don't.
But I wish the same for myself too. Clown world. Clown reality.
But I wish the same for myself too. Clown world. Clown reality.
Why? I hate having an abnormal brain and would do anything to be normal. You can even tell that I’m autistic because how much autism my posts radiate. I hate having mental illness and myself.
I said I wished the same for myself as in being stable and normal. I don't have autism, but I have physical and mental deformities and disabilities. Sorry for my dreadful lack of communication skills.
I feel your pain, I have BPD and it's hell. Even if I manage to get a gf, I'll fuck up the relationship due to it...
Oh, okay. My bad. I misunderstood what you’ve said in your previous post. And tbh, I’d trade my autism for any physical disability anyday of the week. Nobody can even comprehend how mentally ill I am. You have to have my mind to understand completely.
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No, almost everything about it is pure pain at this point. Especially the "positive representation" that depicts us as super-smart human computers and nothing more - they treat it as a synonym of savantism. And even when you have marketable talents/intelligence/etc. you are still socially so off that every social interaction is a minefield. But thanks to complete exceptions of successful people with Autism you aren't allowed to say anything negatively about it anymore.
No, it's okay. I am socially just terrible. Your illnesses must be agonizing.
I’m so mentally fucked that no words can describe how mentally ill I am. I’m pretty sure that even other users on this forum can tell that I’m a mentally deficient freak by judging by the way I post.
I don’t think that I even have autism at this point. I believe that my brain chemistry is so fucked up, that I have some mental disorders not yet discovers by scientists. I want to rope soon. You can tell by my posts that something is up with me. Everything thing that I do or say comes out as outlandish or awkward. I wish that I never existed.
It’s not just socializing for me. I have thoughts that normal people don’t have. Even by my posts, you can tell that I’m mentally ill. I hate my mother and father for having such shitty genetics that a literal mental freak beyond the comprehension of any psychologist had to be born. And the worst part is, my sister was born completely normal.
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Just tagging some fellow autistcels.
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Brutal, man. See nothing awkward/wrong about your posts tbh, everything is extremely relatable.
I think that eugenics should be implemented in society in order to prevent freaks like me from being born.
Also, I'm at least glad that some people relate to my autistic posts and can at least feel some sense of comfort that they're not the only ones who got fucked over by the genetic lottery.
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Can relate extremely much to your posts. Completely agree with you on most things and like you as a person/brocel/friend. It's always very good to talk with people with relatable life experiences. It would be extremely saddening to lose you as a brocel for a reason other than ascension.
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I just wanna be like.....everyone else. 
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