I wish I was dead

[IAmWhatYouMadeMe9]

I can't summon the courage to try to kill myself again. I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up. I hate everything about existing.

 

[NEETard]

How did you attempt sui the first time

 

[Deleted member 18515]

I am to scared of killing myself ngl the possibility that i have to live like a vegetable for some years is scary

 

[IAmWhatYouMadeMe9]

How did you attempt sui the first time

Overdose on painkillers first two times, had my stomach pumped which wasn't fun and a botched hanging attempt about 5 years ago. I've also stood at the edges of some cliffs more than once, but I can't take the final leap.

I am to scared of killing myself ngl the possibility that i have to live like a vegetable for some years is scary

If you're a vegetable you won't know you're a vegetable. Don't worry about it.

 

[RemoveNormalfags]

Overdose on painkillers first two times

That's literally the dumbest way to go.

 

[IAmWhatYouMadeMe9]

That's literally the dumbest way to go.

I didn't want to leave a mess and I was a chicken shit autist, leave me alone

 

[deathgreetsmeslow]

You should have gone shopping at your local Walmart this morning.

That's literally the dumbest way to go.

If you take a lot of pills, I mean like 60+ of painkillers (not tylenol but some kind of opiod) and chug a bottle of whiskey you will drift off into sleep and likely never wake up. Now if you just swallow 60 painkillers, you may be alive for 2-3 days writhing in the floor in pain while your insides bleed and internal organs slowly fail.

 

[needsolution]

i wish i never born

 

[IAmWhatYouMadeMe9]

i wish i never born

Me too.

 

[Dionysus]

i wish i never born

 

[Deleted member 20064]

I want to die, but i'm too scared about the typical methods, like hanging and head cut by train. I just wish assisted suicide or heroin for a nice death were legal, but that will never happen.