Serious I wish I died when I was still innocent

[Deleted member 15737]

I nearly died when I was a kid at 2 different times. One was when I was 2 and had a bad sickness that made me spend 6 days in the hospital. The other time was when I was 7, I almost drowned and had to have CPR to regain consciousness.

I keep thinking about how great it would have been to have had died then. When I was 7 I knew nothing about the suffering in this world, I was just a innocent kid that didn’t even know about sex or anything. If Heaven exists, I almost certainly would have made it there.

Now? I’m nearly 23, sick, bitter, hateful, a degenerate porn consumer and have suffered more in my short life than most normies will suffer in a lifetime. I have only one wish and that is death. Hell probably awaits, I’m disgusting.

 

[TheSecondComing]

fuck, man....

 

[Emba]

My condolences.

Childhood mortality could have saved us from this jew-infested hell-life!

 

[Akkadian]

Was legit thinking this today, should've died young.

 

[Deleted member 21514]

I was i died at birth tbh

 

[Mainländer]

Same. I almost drowned, almost got run over by a car and almost fell to death multiple times.

My father also told me that when I was born I had breathing issues and almost died as well. I was born too late, it was 22 days after the date they expected me to come out.

 

[FlamingCel]

That would have been best

 

[Deleted member 14805]

I nearly died choking on Thanksgiving leftovers when I was 9, I applied the heimlich maneuver I learned from school to myself and it worked. You know if I had never learned that and died, it would've saved me some serious hassle of rejections, bullying, ridicule etc. Yet here I am posting. Sometimes lives aren't worth saving.

 

[Deleted member 15737]

I nearly died choking on Thanksgiving leftovers when I was 9, I applied the heimlich maneuver I learned from school to myself and it worked. You know if I had never learned that and died, it would've saved me some serious hassle of rejections, bullying, ridicule etc. Yet here I am posting. Sometimes lives aren't worth saving.

lol imagine if your little 9 year old brain knew the torture and suffering that would come. You’d be mentally destroyed and want to die.

 

[Iwanttolive]

I almost drowned in a water park in my teens, my friend pulled me up.

 

[Aziz]

 

[Deleted member 23518]

I was born with a genetic disease in my intestine, which almost killed me as a baby
new incel trait: almost dying as a child

 

[ThirdWorldcel]

I was I died before puberty.

 

[iKillCucks]

Ill die soon

 

[IsolationHurts]

Ugly male kids should be put to death ASAP. But our society needs a bottom of the barrel, so the rest 90% can feel better about themselves.

 

[Homoculus]

Same. I almost drowned, almost got run over by a car and almost fell to death multiple times.

My father also told me that when I was born I had breathing issues and almost died as well. I was born too late, it was 22 days after the date they expected me to come out.

Most births happen many days after the official estimate.

 

[Mainländer]

Most births happen many days after the official estimate.

But 22 days? I was already a strange color according to my mom.

 

[Deleted member 20434]

Same tbh. When I was little my dad always told me how after some BBQ at a church when we were crossing the road I ran out into the street and almost got hit by a car speeding down the road. Looking back on it, I wish that car had killed me.

 

[Homoculus]

Same. I almost drowned, almost got run over by a car and almost fell to death multiple times.

My father also told me that when I was born I had breathing issues and almost died as well. I was born too late, it was 22 days after the date they expected me to come out.

It's not so late if there weren't complications. We come up with a precise day based largely on memory and ignore the vagaries of biology. 28 days late is when doctors start being concerned.

 

[Mainländer]

It's not so late if there weren't complications. We come up with a precise day based largely on memory and ignore the vagaries of biology. 28 days late is when doctors start being concerned.

I see. Makes sense, or else the doctors would have tried some way to force me out probably. Good thing no one used a forceps on me and fucked my jaw even more.

 

[Words2_live_bye]

Was legit thinking this today, should've died young.

 

[Sans]

I almost fell about 20 meters to my death once. Sometimes I wish it had happened.

 

[Hate_my_life]

I almost got ran over by a bus, sadly the brakes were too good.

Also OP, is your avi a foid that has just been raped or something?

 

[Haywire]

what went wrong guys?
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my childhood was even shit

 

[zangano1]

I wish I wasnt born

 

[Monk of Failure]

I wish I wasnt born

Legit, ngl.

 

[Deleted member 23450]

if God exists then I expect a fair judgment.
I don't consider myself as bad person and tbh the afterlife scares me everyday...

 

[Urekkim]

I wish I wasnt born

Had those thoughts since I was 12 years old, legit. Still have

 

[2340922]

fuck, man....

his avi is already dead

 

[azakhan]

I had similar thoughts lately that I was actually meant to die in my early teens, around 12. That’s when everything went to shit and I started to feel like an alien in this world.

 

[SupremeG]

I nearly died when I was a kid at 2 different times. One was when I was 2 and had a bad sickness that made me spend 6 days in the hospital. The other time was when I was 7, I almost drowned and had to have CPR to regain consciousness.

I keep thinking about how great it would have been to have had died then. When I was 7 I knew nothing about the suffering in this world, I was just a innocent kid that didn’t even know about sex or anything. If Heaven exists, I almost certainly would have made it there.

Now? I’m nearly 23, sick, bitter, hateful, a degenerate porn consumer and have suffered more in my short life than most normies will suffer in a lifetime. I have only one wish and that is death. Hell probably awaits, I’m disgusting.

Kys tbh. Jesus loves you.

 

[ReallyRice]

Consult an emergency manual tbh

 

[Deleted member 16624]

fuck, man....

animecel is trucel

 

[nihility]

animecel is trucel

srs?

 

[Deleted member 16624]

srs?

yes

 

[nihility]

yes

bruh

 

[Deleted member 17883]

I think about it every day.

 

[Sparrow's Song]

Three times I almost died...
Cockteased by death three times...