Venting I wish I could pass away in my sleep

[Hoodpreet]

I don’t know my place in the world nor what to live for, and that’s not an abnormality but a feature when you consider the circumstances of my birth. My dysgenic as fuck inbred dad was NEVER fit to reproduce, yet his stupid ass did so anyway, seeing it as a rite of passage. He spawned larvae not once but TWICE, and takes ZERO accountability for it.

The other day, my sister (on the phone), while soyraging over AI taking jobs, told my dad that he made a mistake in having her. The retarded fuck started loudly laughing before making an unfunny, smug joke about “SAAR I WRITE THE HELLO WORLD BUT YOU HAVE TO WRITE THE PROGRAM SAAR!! EET EES YOUR FAULT NOT MY FAULT SAAR!!”

I could tell it was directed toward me more than her, cause he was looking at me while he said it, and we had an argument fairly recently where I told him to his face that he’s a selfish piece of shit for reproducing as an ugly, inbred social reject.

I’m telling you, man, he should feel LUCKY that the law is protecting his bumbling, repulsive, manboobed jeet ass. To stay on feds’ good side, I cannot delineate what I would do to him if no such protections were in place.

My own personal circumstances aside, what makes it all worse is the fact that my “life” is happening against the backdrop that is clown world. This fucking shithole of an Earth just gets worse and worse, with just about everything rapidly degrading before our very eyes.

Even “small” things like that Ashnikko shit make me fucking furious, because it represents how even the escapism and copes that were once afforded to ugly men are being invaded by the same subhumans that make/made our real lives hell.

I’m growing increasingly pessimistic (as if I wasn’t enough already), and I really wish this world and species would just cease to exist. I know I say this all the time, but I truly mean it – if I had a gun, I’d be dead by now

 

[Caichan]

Don’t put too much blame on your dad. If you had the opportunity you’d take it too. He should still listen to your point of view doe

 

[Hoodpreet]

Don’t put too much blame on your dad. If you had the opportunity you’d take it too. He should still listen to your point of view doe

I could go into a lengthy rant about his mental illness, phenotype, weak physicality etc. that he passed onto me, but the fact of the matter is his failings as a parent aren’t merely limited to his reproducing when he shouldn’t have.

My dad is an incredibly narcissistic, cruel, and abusive parent, who’s gone out of his way throughout my life to sabotage me and destroy my mental health. The main reason I choose to emphasize him being unfit to reproduce when we get into arguments is cause he goes “NUH UH” whenever I bring up some fucked up shit he did in the past (or still does to this day), or tries to frame past instances of power tripping and physical abuse as “discipline.” So it’s important I reason from the first principle of his reproduction being selfish (and dooming me to a shit life I never wanted), because if we start from that point he has no room to make excuses for any of the other shit he’s done

 

[Hoodpreet]

I suppose I’ll write a comprehensive thread on just why I hate him so much soon. But tbh it’s stressful to make these threads, as they require me to get into a very negative headspace. Even that Ashnikko thread yesterday made my blood boil while writing it, to the point I genuinely wanted to put my paws on the ho myself

 

[Animecel2D]

I envy the person who is so lucky as to pass away peacefully in their sleep. No more pain, no more suffering, just a nice sleep you never wake up from

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Don’t put too much blame on your dad. If you had the opportunity you’d take it too.

Fucking a hole, fine.

Discretion needs to be used before having a kid when you're genetic shit that you know you can't provide every possible opportunity for.

 

[VanGobbel]

Take benzos and hard liquor

 

[nil]

You don't appear to be from a third world shithole.

 

[The Death Devil]

I could go into a lengthy rant about his mental illness, phenotype, weak physicality etc. that he passed onto me,

I'm curious, do you think that if you miraculously had kids (or perhaps were raising an orphan), that you would act in a similar fashion to how your own father acted?

 

[VanGobbel]

You don't appear to be from a third world shithole.

He's probably a jeet born in usa or canada

 

[TooSomething]

I wish for the same. Alternatively I would like a truck to loose control and crash into my car when we both do 100 km/h.

That surely will kill me, no?

 

[Hoodpreet]

I'm curious, do you think that if you miraculously had kids (or perhaps were raising an orphan), that you would act in a similar fashion to how your own father acted?

Of course not. And having kids wouldn’t be a “miracle” but a nightmare for me. I don’t wish to reproduce.

He's probably a jeet born in usa or canada

US

 

[VanGobbel]

Of course not. And having kids wouldn’t be a “miracle” but a nightmare for me. I don’t wish to reproduce.

US

Did you get stuffed into lockers in high school btw, serious question? I always have this idea of curries in high school being free game for bullies in USA. Its bad here too, but we just get ignored in europe mostly and bullying in school is never that blatant, at least where i grew up

 

[Hoodpreet]

Did you get stuffed into lockers in high school btw, serious question? I always have this idea of curries in high school being free game for bullies in USA. Its bad here too, but we just get ignored in europe mostly and bullying in school is never that blatant, at least where i grew up

No my school was 50% curry so brutal physical bullying wasn’t really commonplace + no one targeted curries for being curry.

A much more real problem was the abundance of two-faced/fake people. The school environment was hell to navigate for anyone non-NT

 

[VanGobbel]

No my school was 50% curry

ohh thats based...you must be from Texas or Philly I know certain areas in USA are very much concentrated with our people. Did your fellow high school jeets become successfull in life? or are all USA curries struggling in adulthood?

 

[ihatelife2]

No my school was 50% curry so brutal physical bullying wasn’t really commonplace + no one targeted curries for being curry.

A much more real problem was the abundance of two-faced/fake people. The school environment was hell to navigate for anyone non-NT

Wow lots of curries in your school

 

[Lego Island 2]

I envy the person who is so lucky as to pass away peacefully in their sleep. No more pain, no more suffering, just a nice sleep you never wake up from

 

[wereq]

I don’t know my place in the world nor what to live for, and that’s not an abnormality but a feature when you consider the circumstances of my birth. My dysgenic as fuck inbred dad was NEVER fit to reproduce, yet his stupid ass did so anyway, seeing it as a rite of passage. He spawned larvae not once but TWICE, and takes ZERO accountability for it.

The other day, my sister (on the phone), while soyraging over AI taking jobs, told my dad that he made a mistake in having her. The retarded fuck started loudly laughing before making an unfunny, smug joke about “SAAR I WRITE THE HELLO WORLD BUT YOU HAVE TO WRITE THE PROGRAM SAAR!! EET EES YOUR FAULT NOT MY FAULT SAAR!!”

I could tell it was directed toward me more than her, cause he was looking at me while he said it, and we had an argument fairly recently where I told him to his face that he’s a selfish piece of shit for reproducing as an ugly, inbred social reject.

I’m telling you, man, he should feel LUCKY that the law is protecting his bumbling, repulsive, manboobed jeet ass. To stay on feds’ good side, I cannot delineate what I would do to him if no such protections were in place.

My own personal circumstances aside, what makes it all worse is the fact that my “life” is happening against the backdrop that is clown world. This fucking shithole of an Earth just gets worse and worse, with just about everything rapidly degrading before our very eyes.

Even “small” things like that Ashnikko shit make me fucking furious, because it represents how even the escapism and copes that were once afforded to ugly men are being invaded by the same subhumans that make/made our real lives hell.

I’m growing increasingly pessimistic (as if I wasn’t enough already), and I really wish this world and species would just cease to exist. I know I say this all the time, but I truly mean it – if I had a gun, I’d be dead by now

Our situations are practically identical. I regularly get into fights with my dad over him giving me this disempowering shit life where I have no ability to succeed in anything.

I tell you @Hoodpreet the arguments you have and I have with our respective families must be virtually identical, with the core issue being that these dysgenic jeet parents mistakenly brought us into this world and now as a result of their dysgenic mating, we have to endure a ton of domestic abuse and hopelessness.

 

[GloomyGhoul]

I envy the person who is so lucky as to pass away peacefully in their sleep. No more pain, no more suffering, just a nice sleep you never wake up from

They say death is a dreamless eternal slumber. No need to relive any bad memories or ponder your existence. Just peace and rest

 

[Wither]

Fucking a hole, fine.

Discretion needs to be used before having a kid when you're genetic shit that you know you can't provide every possible opportunity for.

 

[SmhChan]

I think my relationship with my parents would be pretty strained too if I didn't get lucky with a job with a decent pay.

But my relationship with my parents didn't make me suicidal. Its this wretched world that is created by the femishits and their constant dehumanization of men. Couple that with my helplessness to do anything about it, it's a psychological hell.

 

[incel3roar]

Id want to pass and go into a isekai kind of dream in my sleep

 

[terrafyen]

me too. I wish I could close my eyes and all the pain and suffering ends.

 

[RealSchizo]

I envy the person who is so lucky as to pass away peacefully in their sleep. No more pain, no more suffering, just a nice sleep you never wake up from

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

soyraging over AI taking jobs

 

[Autistic Uggo]

Me too.

 

[Caesercel]

Why is this pinned?

 

[whiteboyhair]

Same, I just want to fade away.

 

[t3mcel]

if only

 

[Saigon Depression]

It sure would be nice

 

[AdPajeetIncel]

"I wish I could pass away in my sleep" same

 

[entombed]

I hear you bro, Im looking forward to my death. It will be such a relief for me.

 

[Jordon Peterson9900]

I don’t know my place in the world nor what to live for, and that’s not an abnormality but a feature when you consider the circumstances of my birth. My dysgenic as fuck inbred dad was NEVER fit to reproduce, yet his stupid ass did so anyway, seeing it as a rite of passage. He spawned larvae not once but TWICE, and takes ZERO accountability for it.

The other day, my sister (on the phone), while soyraging over AI taking jobs, told my dad that he made a mistake in having her. The retarded fuck started loudly laughing before making an unfunny, smug joke about “SAAR I WRITE THE HELLO WORLD BUT YOU HAVE TO WRITE THE PROGRAM SAAR!! EET EES YOUR FAULT NOT MY FAULT SAAR!!”

I could tell it was directed toward me more than her, cause he was looking at me while he said it, and we had an argument fairly recently where I told him to his face that he’s a selfish piece of shit for reproducing as an ugly, inbred social reject.

I’m telling you, man, he should feel LUCKY that the law is protecting his bumbling, repulsive, manboobed jeet ass. To stay on feds’ good side, I cannot delineate what I would do to him if no such protections were in place.

My own personal circumstances aside, what makes it all worse is the fact that my “life” is happening against the backdrop that is clown world. This fucking shithole of an Earth just gets worse and worse, with just about everything rapidly degrading before our very eyes.

Even “small” things like that Ashnikko shit make me fucking furious, because it represents how even the escapism and copes that were once afforded to ugly men are being invaded by the same subhumans that make/made our real lives hell.

I’m growing increasingly pessimistic (as if I wasn’t enough already), and I really wish this world and species would just cease to exist. I know I say this all the time, but I truly mean it – if I had a gun, I’d be dead by now

I wish i was a woman . They have easier life

 

[Jordon Peterson9900]

I don’t know my place in the world nor what to live for, and that’s not an abnormality but a feature when you consider the circumstances of my birth. My dysgenic as fuck inbred dad was NEVER fit to reproduce, yet his stupid ass did so anyway, seeing it as a rite of passage. He spawned larvae not once but TWICE, and takes ZERO accountability for it.

The other day, my sister (on the phone), while soyraging over AI taking jobs, told my dad that he made a mistake in having her. The retarded fuck started loudly laughing before making an unfunny, smug joke about “SAAR I WRITE THE HELLO WORLD BUT YOU HAVE TO WRITE THE PROGRAM SAAR!! EET EES YOUR FAULT NOT MY FAULT SAAR!!”

I could tell it was directed toward me more than her, cause he was looking at me while he said it, and we had an argument fairly recently where I told him to his face that he’s a selfish piece of shit for reproducing as an ugly, inbred social reject.

I’m telling you, man, he should feel LUCKY that the law is protecting his bumbling, repulsive, manboobed jeet ass. To stay on feds’ good side, I cannot delineate what I would do to him if no such protections were in place.

My own personal circumstances aside, what makes it all worse is the fact that my “life” is happening against the backdrop that is clown world. This fucking shithole of an Earth just gets worse and worse, with just about everything rapidly degrading before our very eyes.

Even “small” things like that Ashnikko shit make me fucking furious, because it represents how even the escapism and copes that were once afforded to ugly men are being invaded by the same subhumans that make/made our real lives hell.

I’m growing increasingly pessimistic (as if I wasn’t enough already), and I really wish this world and species would just cease to exist. I know I say this all the time, but I truly mean it – if I had a gun, I’d be dead by now

There is something spiritual about sleep

 

[Jeffery Epstein]

Same here dude. I heard diabetic people simply can stop taking their meds and they will go out like this. If I ever gets diabetes I am not taking a ounce of insulin.

 

[DjentlemanDuke]

I was born in a 3rd world country but I'm not financially underprivileged, just middle class and I still feel like my life won't ever make any progress. Being a Sub-5 will never get me anywhere in the modern day, either ascend or rot in hell. All I wish was a shotgun in my hand so I could do it, although it would be extremely painful, with a 10% chance of failing.

I agree that dying in your sleep is the best thing ever. No more suffering, period.

 

[yeetbender_]

Tempting.

 

[dinethyltryptamine]

Did you get stuffed into lockers in high school btw, serious question? I always have this idea of curries in high school being free game for bullies in USA. Its bad here too, but we just get ignored in europe mostly and bullying in school is never that blatant, at least where i grew up

Being a curry in Europe is brutal

 

[UndeadDeadMan]

I don't want to make it past 40