I wish I could give up on using computers/the internet altogether. Just using it for what's absolutely necessary.

[Deleted member 7448]

It's hard to explain but I've literally been in front of a screen my entire life. Since I was a little kid, all my free time was spent in front of a screen. When I was really little it was TV, then it was the computer. And then it just got worse and worse. My entire free time and more, when I got to uni I'd skip classes just to rot in bed in front of a screen.

For so long I've wanted to just let go of this habit. It's weird, it's like I'm part of an experiment, to see how a human develops if he spends his entire life in front of a screen since he was a kid. Voluntarily mind you, my parents argued with me a lot, telling me to stop this shit, to go out and live life. But my will to rot was greater than their nagging.

But I'm not strong enough. I'll do this till the day I die. Consuming media I forget 5 minutes later. When I'll be a wageslave working for almost no money I'll look back at this and miss it though. And after work I'll rush back home, straight back to rotting in front of a screen till it's time to be a slave again in the morning.

 

[Gymcelled]

Your threads are so brutal

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

I've literally been in front of a screen my entire life

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Your threads are so brutal

Not really, it's mostly about the same shit over and over. I just complain too much, your guys' lives would seem just as bad if you were to complain as much as me. I whine unbearably much.

 

[Caesercel]

Do it one day at a time. When I get too fed up I just take a screen fast and shut down everything for a day.

Also Jfl@ parent's nagging. If it were my parent's they would have shut down the system promptly

 

[WØLF]

Your threads are so brutal

True, they’re depressing af tbh

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Do it one day at a time. When I get too fed up I just take a screen fast and shut down everything for a day.

Also Jfl@ parent's nagging. If it were my parent's they would have shut down the system promptly

Yeah they tried that too, more extreme measures don't work on me. But dad is kinder and more loving than most parents.

 

[Caesercel]

Yeah they tried that too, more extreme measures don't work on me.

They will. When your electronic device is taken away. And you fear your parents more than you fear god

 

[Gymcelled]

Not really, it's mostly about the same shit over and over. I just complain too much, your guys' lives would seem just as bad if you were to complain as much as me. I whine unbearably much.

There's just something brutal about the way you express yourself. You remind me of oreo man a couple of years ago in that sense

 

[Lebensmüder]

It's hard to explain but I've literally been in front of a screen my entire life. Since I was a little kid, all my free time was spent in front of a screen. When I was really little it was TV, then it was the computer. And then it just got worse and worse. My entire free time and more, when I got to uni I'd skip classes just to rot in bed in front of a screen.

For so long I've wanted to just let go of this habit. It's weird, it's like I'm part of an experiment, to see how a human develops if he spends his entire life in front of a screen since he was a kid. Voluntarily mind you, my parents argued with me a lot, telling me to stop this shit, to go out and live life. But my will to rot was greater than their nagging.

But I'm not strong enough. I'll do this till the day I die. Consuming media I forget 5 minutes later. When I'll be a wageslave working for almost no money I'll look back at this and miss it though. And after work I'll rush back home, straight back to rotting in front of a screen till it's time to be a slave again in the morning.

This. I always think of leaving the Internet behind because I know it fucks my life up even more. But in the end it always gets me. My relationship with the Internet is like the relationship between Gollum and his ring.

 

[WhorfianCel]

I too, need to stop using my computer so much to consoom product, and spend my free time more productively

 

[Deleted member 29003]

after work I'll rush back home, straight back to rotting in front of a screen till it's time to be a slave again in the morning.

My schedule

 

[HeroinNihilism]

the obvious issue here is that the matrix has you

 

[Deleted member 7448]

My schedule

Sorry to hear that man, it's literally my worst fear. Tbh I'd literally rather die than live like that for years and years. But I have my parents and my cat so at least there's that, I love them.

the obvious issue here is that the matrix has you

Ohh man, at the height of my alcoholism I was kinda into solipsism and matrix and shit. Never fully believed in it but I hated my reality so much I wanted to believe in it.

I too, need to stop using my computer so much to consoom product, and spend my free time more productively

Not even being productive, just not doing this shit anymore. It's such a total waste of time, it's not even enjoyable. Even jerking off in the woods would be a better use of time.

This. I always think of leaving the Internet behind because I know it fucks my life up even more. But in the end it always gets me. My relationship with the Internet is like the relationship between Gollum and his ring.

Tbh I think it's nearly impossible to quit if you grew up with it. Would take drastic changes. Going straight up amish.

There's just something brutal about the way you express yourself. You remind me of oreo man a couple of years ago in that sense

Yeah it's cause I've been depressed for so long my entire thought process was influenced by it. Got nothing to be depressed about tbh, all that happened to me was caused by myself, ain't got the right to bitch about it tbh.

 

[WhorfianCel]

I wish I could go full Amish mode tbh, would be an improvement to my life mentally and physically

 

[Deleted member 29003]

But I have my parents and my cat so at least there's that, I love them.

I have my mom, muh job & my copes

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I have my mom, muh job & my copes

What copes still work for you?

I wish I could go full Amish mode tbh, would be an improvement to my life mentally and physically

Yeah that would be great. Imagine being Amish with an innocent wife, sheltered from the wickedness of the world.

 

[Deleted member 28708]

It's hard to explain but I've literally been in front of a screen my entire life. Since I was a little kid, all my free time was spent in front of a screen. When I was really little it was TV, then it was the computer. And then it just got worse and worse. My entire free time and more, when I got to uni I'd skip classes just to rot in bed in front of a screen.

For so long I've wanted to just let go of this habit. It's weird, it's like I'm part of an experiment, to see how a human develops if he spends his entire life in front of a screen since he was a kid. Voluntarily mind you, my parents argued with me a lot, telling me to stop this shit, to go out and live life. But my will to rot was greater than their nagging.

But I'm not strong enough. I'll do this till the day I die. Consuming media I forget 5 minutes later. When I'll be a wageslave working for almost no money I'll look back at this and miss it though. And after work I'll rush back home, straight back to rotting in front of a screen till it's time to be a slave again in the morning.

Can relate, I was a rotmaxxer too when I was very young.
Good thing that my parents were don't letting me rot in my computer, always trying take me off from my computer.
And I'm very thankful for them, at least I have some experiences, I'm %100 sure that If they allow me using my computer for long times, I would ended up be in your shoes.
But still I have a shit life.

 

[Deleted member 29003]

What copes still work

Golf = Hardly see any women, provides self fulfilment (near male only sport left)
Deep Sea Fishing = dont own a boat but it only costs $60 to go on a fishing trip for a half day
Reading = I like learning about the early founding of America (in particular the establishment of the US navy)
Weed = California has the best weed available, the Plug n Play is the greatest invention of the 21st century. I get stoned whenever I go outside.
This website = I do more lurking than posting but I enjoy the relatability I can experience as a 24 KHHV

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Golf = Hardly see any women, provides self fulfilment (near male only sport left)
Deep Sea Fishing = dont own a boat but it only costs $60 to go on a fishing trip for a half day
Reading = I like learning about the early founding of America (in particular the establishment of the US navy)
Weed = California has the best weed available, the Plug n Play is the greatest invention of the 21st century. I get stoned whenever I go outside.
This website = I do more lurking than posting but I enjoy the relatability I can experience as a 24 KHHV

Sounds like a pretty awesome life tbh. Good for you mate. Your brain isn't as rotten as mine so you can do it!

Can relate, I was a rotmaxxer too when I was very young.
Good thing that my parents were don't letting me rot in my computer, always trying take me off from my computer.
And I'm very thankful for them, at least I have some experiences, I'm %100 sure that If they allow me using my computer for long times, I would ended up be in your shoes.
But still I have a shit life.

Yeah I didn't see it when I was younger but tbh all this rotting really destroyed my life. My parents were right but I didn't listen.
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vE8XJEeOpyA

 

[your personality]

It's hard to explain but I've literally been in front of a screen my entire life. Since I was a little kid, all my free time was spent in front of a screen. When I was really little it was TV, then it was the computer. And then it just got worse and worse. My entire free time and more, when I got to uni I'd skip classes just to rot in bed in front of a screen.

For so long I've wanted to just let go of this habit. It's weird, it's like I'm part of an experiment, to see how a human develops if he spends his entire life in front of a screen since he was a kid. Voluntarily mind you, my parents argued with me a lot, telling me to stop this shit, to go out and live life. But my will to rot was greater than their nagging.

But I'm not strong enough. I'll do this till the day I die. Consuming media I forget 5 minutes later. When I'll be a wageslave working for almost no money I'll look back at this and miss it though. And after work I'll rush back home, straight back to rotting in front of a screen till it's time to be a slave again in the morning.

You can't watch tv without internet culture and memes being pushed these days. And people talk about memes IRL too sometimes now.
Too many people's insistence that the internet is part of real life makes it difficult to cope away from the internet because all the concepts keep showing up. It was better when no one knew what all this obscure weird shit was about.

 

[Iwanttolive]

Looks like you need NoSurf. You could try using apps to block sites or starting to read The Shallows by Nicholas Carr.

Interesting

 

[Deleted member 25707]

This. Exactly. Me too. I should just give up on mindless entertainment on the net ( which includes this forum)

 

[Deleted member 27495]

This. Exactly. Me too. I should just give up on mindless entertainment on the net ( which includes this forum)

and do what though. theres nothing else, life is mediocre which is why we escape with alternate realities that exist only inside of screens.

 

[Deleted member 25707]

and do what though. theres nothing else, life is mediocre which is why we escape with alternate realities that exist only inside of screens.

Study (I failed my algebra course), read books and watch old animes(80s-90s classics) and exercise more, hiking and stuff. I don't want to confine myself to the net and incels.co and all these cheap escapism. I get nothing out of it. I'll rot here for hours and get nothing. I am well aware of every aspect of blackpill. I'm not learning anything new here and on top of that feeling more depressed seeing these reddit/TikTok threads here. Same goes for Youtube. I'm just sick of internet. It's also fucking up my eyes and my neck. Shit I gotta do something about it man.

 

[Deleted member 27495]

Study (I failed my algebra course), read books and watch old animes(80s-90s classics) and exercise more, hiking and stuff. I don't want to confine myself to the net and incels.co and all these cheap escapism. I get nothing out of it. I'll rot here for hours and get nothing. I am well aware of every aspect of blackpill. I'm not learning anything new here and on top of that feeling more depressed seeing these reddit/TikTok threads here. Same goes for Youtube. I'm just sick of internet. It's also fucking up my eyes and my neck. Shit I gotta do something about it man.

just reprogram your brain to enjoy other things bro. Tbh we've alrady adapted to the internet and the extreme isolation so much its the only life we know, good luck changing that. It's over we're fucked in every way possible.

i literally have separation depression when i cant access my PC because like OP i grew up staring at screen so all my best memories and experiences are attached to this inanimate machine.

 

[Deleted member 25707]

just reprogram your brain to enjoy other things bro. Tbh we've alrady adapted to the internet and the extreme isolation so much its the only life we know, good luck changing that. It's over we're fucked in every way possible.

i literally have separation depression when i cant access my PC because like OP i grew up staring at screen so all my best memories and experiences are attached to this inanimate machine.

Over.

 

[The Abyss]

View: https://youtu.be/v2H4l9RpkwM&t=1m58s

 

[Saysitsover]

Study (I failed my algebra course), read books and watch old animes(80s-90s classics) and exercise more, hiking and stuff. I don't want to confine myself to the net and incels.co and all these cheap escapism. I get nothing out of it. I'll rot here for hours and get nothing. I am well aware of every aspect of blackpill. I'm not learning anything new here and on top of that feeling more depressed seeing these reddit/TikTok threads here. Same goes for Youtube. I'm just sick of internet. It's also fucking up my eyes and my neck. Shit I gotta do something about it man.

You need to understand wristpill more

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Study (I failed my algebra course), read books and watch old animes(80s-90s classics) and exercise more, hiking and stuff. I don't want to confine myself to the net and incels.co and all these cheap escapism. I get nothing out of it. I'll rot here for hours and get nothing. I am well aware of every aspect of blackpill. I'm not learning anything new here and on top of that feeling more depressed seeing these reddit/TikTok threads here. Same goes for Youtube. I'm just sick of internet. It's also fucking up my eyes and my neck. Shit I gotta do something about it man.

That's what I want too but from what I've observed it will be impossible without going cold turkey, at least for me. I'd have to be very serious about it and prepare mentally for months. Don't know if I can do it but maybe one day I'll try. It won't work if it's not cold turkey though, I can never do moderation. It's either all or nothing.

 

[Deleted member 25707]

That's what I want too but from what I've observed it will be impossible without going cold turkey, at least for me. I'd have to be very serious about it and prepare mentally for months. Don't know if I can do it but maybe one day I'll try. It won't work if it's not cold turkey though, I can never do moderation. It's either all or nothing.

Same bro. We are so much alike. I'm trying to do the same. It's either all or nothing is so fucking true. Moderation is for the normalfags.
Go big or go home.

 

[Deleted member 28801]

I'm not strong enough.

 

[LightningCel]

I look at screens 12 hours a day

 

[Deleted member 26358]

I look at screens 12 hours a day

i do 18 hours usually