turtlepilled
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- Jul 19, 2022
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I often daydream about what life would be like in a different body where I wasn’t a ethnicel (Filipino), nosecel (flat and wide nose), and heightcel (5’4). How my life would be better if I were in someone else’s body.
I had a dream yesterday about going to the movies with a girl and with kids, I felt genuinely happy in that dream and I slept well when I dreamed about that, but then I woke up. And then my blackpilled mindset struck me. I immediately felt sad because I knew something like that would never happen to me.
I often look at other people wishing we switched bodies. Sometimes I daydream about fulfilling my goals and aspirations but I’m let down because of my genetics. I’m not living the life I want because of something I can’t control. This is truly sickening and it brings my mood down everyday.
Sometimes I think to myself if I had a chance to be reborn to a different body would I take it?
The answer is always yes. No matter what body I’m reborn into it will probably be better than the one I’m currently in now. I’m willing to take that gamble. Maybe I could be reborn into a girl and I could have an easy life.
The idea of roping becomes more and more attractive everyday. I have no friends or family and nobody cares about me and I’ve ruined most of my friendships. I’ve also never had a girlfriend nor hugged or held hands with a girl. There is no escape to my shitty life but suicide. I always think I might be able to fulfill my dreams in the afterlife. If there is one.
I had a dream yesterday about going to the movies with a girl and with kids, I felt genuinely happy in that dream and I slept well when I dreamed about that, but then I woke up. And then my blackpilled mindset struck me. I immediately felt sad because I knew something like that would never happen to me.
I often look at other people wishing we switched bodies. Sometimes I daydream about fulfilling my goals and aspirations but I’m let down because of my genetics. I’m not living the life I want because of something I can’t control. This is truly sickening and it brings my mood down everyday.
Sometimes I think to myself if I had a chance to be reborn to a different body would I take it?
The answer is always yes. No matter what body I’m reborn into it will probably be better than the one I’m currently in now. I’m willing to take that gamble. Maybe I could be reborn into a girl and I could have an easy life.
The idea of roping becomes more and more attractive everyday. I have no friends or family and nobody cares about me and I’ve ruined most of my friendships. I’ve also never had a girlfriend nor hugged or held hands with a girl. There is no escape to my shitty life but suicide. I always think I might be able to fulfill my dreams in the afterlife. If there is one.