sneed (not chuck)
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I'm sitting with my oneitis, her belly tumescent with my first son. I giggle as I show her the nonsense I got up to in my twenties. She laughs, as she has no idea why I was ever so insecure. For a brief moment, neither do it.
This will NEVER happen. We're on a train ride that lasts forever. You will never hear the love of your love say she loves you. The feel of a woman's lips will forever remain a mystery. No wedding day, no adrenaline when the love of your life tells you she's pregnant. You'll NEVER tell your parents that they will be grandparents. No feeling the indescribable joy of holding your child, no having a wife that comforts you during hardships, that gives herself to you fully, and cares for you in a way that makes you feel like you're in a second childhood. Just loneliness while you watch everyone else enjoy this. It's over.
This will NEVER happen. We're on a train ride that lasts forever. You will never hear the love of your love say she loves you. The feel of a woman's lips will forever remain a mystery. No wedding day, no adrenaline when the love of your life tells you she's pregnant. You'll NEVER tell your parents that they will be grandparents. No feeling the indescribable joy of holding your child, no having a wife that comforts you during hardships, that gives herself to you fully, and cares for you in a way that makes you feel like you're in a second childhood. Just loneliness while you watch everyone else enjoy this. It's over.