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But along with that I've got
-Tmj dysfunction and bruxism so I have to wear a shitty night guard when I sleep
-pressure and tightness in my head from that and also sinus issues which also make it hard to nose breathe
-neck tightness from the tmd that can make it feel like I'm choking
-like 65 degree kyphosis so I literally can't even improooove my posture broooo
-cubital tunnel syndrome in my right arm which creates a burning feeling up to my shoulder when I try to sleep (to treat that I would need to wear a fucking splint on my arm when I sleep)
And all this shit is at 19, every time my parents say: "you're in the prime of your life" i fucking seethe, I feel like a different species compared to the normies I went to school with whose biggest concerns now are studying for some exam or trying to make it onto the fagball team.
I feel like im fucking 90 and on the brink of death, and I've truly ran out of copes, i just spend all day flipping between reddit, .is, and sometimes doing game development which has yielded me nothing but death threats from 10 year old groids spamming whatever words or emojis are popular on tiktok and a few hundred dollars which my parents will get pissed at me if I spend.
I don't even have sleep as a refuge due to the aforementioned pain, and also general insomnia, and probably sleep apnea from being recessed, and to top it all off I'm tormented by OCD during the day.
-Tmj dysfunction and bruxism so I have to wear a shitty night guard when I sleep
-pressure and tightness in my head from that and also sinus issues which also make it hard to nose breathe
-neck tightness from the tmd that can make it feel like I'm choking
-like 65 degree kyphosis so I literally can't even improooove my posture broooo
-cubital tunnel syndrome in my right arm which creates a burning feeling up to my shoulder when I try to sleep (to treat that I would need to wear a fucking splint on my arm when I sleep)
And all this shit is at 19, every time my parents say: "you're in the prime of your life" i fucking seethe, I feel like a different species compared to the normies I went to school with whose biggest concerns now are studying for some exam or trying to make it onto the fagball team.
I feel like im fucking 90 and on the brink of death, and I've truly ran out of copes, i just spend all day flipping between reddit, .is, and sometimes doing game development which has yielded me nothing but death threats from 10 year old groids spamming whatever words or emojis are popular on tiktok and a few hundred dollars which my parents will get pissed at me if I spend.
I don't even have sleep as a refuge due to the aforementioned pain, and also general insomnia, and probably sleep apnea from being recessed, and to top it all off I'm tormented by OCD during the day.





