Cope I will try monk mode (Ok GrAY, dnr)

[sconswap]

I was previously a person who fell for the lies of the red pill (especially Hamza). Now I'm on the black pill, but as I realized the truth about women more clear and I lost interest in them (I'm still a 100% heterosexual man and i still get urge to masturbate) normies and women already hate me and I'm an introvert. I'll use myself as a guinea pig and if monk mode works. I will go back to this thread and write about my process and experiences.

By the way, I'm only doing this to regain my own peace of mind, because games and porn have become unplesurable habits for me that I can't quit. I don't have the thought of "I'm trying to be Chad" I just want to cope without harming myself physically and mentally.

 

[LegionOfDeath]

just masturbate and play games like the rest of us, there’s nothing on the other side anyways. might as well pass the time in a more enjoyable way.

 

[SupremeAutist]

If you were a hamzacel, have you not already tried monk mode?

 

[fructose]

bro i tried this shit, it doesnt work at all stop before you just make yourself more miserable.

 

[sconswap]

If you were a hamzacel, have you not already tried monk mode?

I tried a little but I didn't do it seriously and for a long time

 

[SupremeAutist]

I tried a little but I didn't do it seriously and for a long time

I tried it and never got any value from it. Hope it helps you but I've decided it's a waste of time

 

[sconswap]

bro i tried this shit, it doesnt work at all stop before you just make yourself more miserable.

You're probably right, but in my current situation, it feels like torture to me anyways. I don't have much confidence in myself anyway. Probably I won't be able to stand it for a few days and will quit.

 

[fructose]

You're probably right, but in my current situation, it feels like torture to me anyways. I don't have much confidence in myself anyway. Probably I won't be able to stand it for a few days and will quit.

well man, whatever works for you. Experimenting is best to understand and get to know shit, so best of luck with your journey.

 

[sconswap]

I tried it and never got any value from it. Hope it helps you but I've decided it's a waste of time

I have a very small hope inside me, if I can't get results for a long time (if I can hold on, of course) I will quit anyway.

 

[sconswap]

well man, whatever works for you. Experimenting is best to understand and get to know shit, so best of luck with your journey.

Thank you, brocell

 

[copemaxx9002]

just masturbate and play games like the rest of us, there’s nothing on the other side anyways. might as well pass the time in a more enjoyable way.

 

[Karakol96]

just masturbate and play games like the rest of us, there’s nothing on the other side anyways. might as well pass the time in a more enjoyable way.

 

[Biowaste Removal]

Hamza

 

[sconswap]

just masturbate and play games like the rest of us, there’s nothing on the other side anyways. might as well pass the time in a more enjoyable way.

Theoretically you're right and I'm doing something stupid, why would I do something like that when there's porn and games?

Because I don't have a life that can go on like this forever and these only delay our pain and even make us experience it more intensely later, eventually we cannot escape the pain and also these are just breaking me down mentally, I'm too lazy to do even the simplest tasks

(I was a very heavy porn addict. I would open many tabs and watch the best parts of each one. Since masturbating with my hand was very tiring, I would fold something soft like a blanket on top of each other and fuck between them, and at the last moment I would get up and ejaculate on the napkin)

Usually I don't even do anything, I walk around with brain fog all day long, I'm always angry and full of hate and sadness, (I'm not the boomercuck who says "these are just because of the video games and porn ", it's because I don't have a life to sustain, I'm too poor to be neet in this country and I have to work, if you are neet and can enjoy porn and games then go ahead It would be better to continue doing these, i can't enjoy at all)

There is a little bit of hope inside me that maybe i will be fine and find peace, maybe it's because I still can't get rid of the brainwashing ideology of the red pill, even though I realize this is not gonna work, I just want to try it to prove it to myself. I will gaslight myself and condition myself to love difficulty.