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Story I went to a fetish party for Halloween in an attempt to ascend. Ask me anything.

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I went as a vampire. Or that's what people told me I was. I tried to borrow from both suggestions I got in this thread of mine on Looksmax. A pimp suit was one suggestion, and a colorful anime wig was the other. So I combined them, and apparently that adds up to "vampire." I did a mini NoFap leading up, in the hopes that it would intensify my sex drive and I would enjoy the party more. Started on the 15th. And I really did believe on Halloween Night I would spend my hard earned savings.

TL;DR: I failed to hook up with anyone. At what I figured amounted to a sex party. Where there would be free exchange of approaches.

Longer story? First thing I noticed when I rocked up to the joint was "It smells weird in here." And the sights I saw. Shame on me for not truly understanding what a "fetish party" is. I knew ostensibly what a fetish party is, it's whips and chains and doms and subs and pleasure and pain. But I didn't truly understand. This wasn't a "sex party" like I had imagined. People didn't really come here to hook up. They came here to have painful things done to them, and then leave. Usually married couples are who's showing up. To booths and cubicles hidden from view. It's not a "Let's get together and do stuff" environment, it's a "Go in alone or with your spouse to have this procedure done to you" environment. Your chances of hooking up there are no greater than if you played for it at a bar or something. The whips and chains aren't actually conducive to anyone there being more open to hooking up. They came there with a plan and didn't intend to deviate from it with any hookups or anything. In my defense, the way they advertised this is what I blame for my being mislead. They advertised this with beautiful women that I was encouraged to come and see. But when I got there? So much male ass everywhere I turned. And dick. And men mid-transition into becoming women. I saw a man with breasts. Breasts! You might be thinking "Might've just been a fat guy" but no, there's a difference. These were breasts. On a man's frame. But the scariest of all the costumes? I saw no fewer than three Bowsettes. I don't wanna see any Internet shit in real life. Keep that on the Internet. I don't need to know that anyone I see in real life has ever been on the Internet. Frankly I wanted to leave within the first hour. But I paid $100+ for the ticket and there were no refunds. So I couldn't bring myself to waste the night.

What really sticks with me though? There were beautiful women there. And they were way naked. But I couldn't manage any kind of arousal. I was just totally uninvested. That's what scares me the most. That I'm unable to "want." That I don't feel the drive anymore. I saved my germ and everything. And I was surrounded, a lot of the time, by nice looking women what didn't have any clothes on. Back in high school I once saw a girl lean forward and she had these pendulous swingers, see? And I was like "Whoa, get a look at that." But that way of thinking is entirely gone from me now. Or at least it was that night. And I hate it, I want to feel and love again. Even if I can't have sex, I should at least have the drive. If I had the drive, I could enjoy my own company. But now? I see no reason to break my streak. People give NoFap shit because it offers no benefits, but for me, not only does it offer no benefits, but it comes at no cost. If this is how I feel about beautiful women, there's no need for me to masturbate. I could just... not masturbate. And before you say "Sure, stop masturbating, think of how it can improve your life," no it won't. It might for people who are trying to break a habit of being focused on sex, but I have no drive. All it does it maybe save me the couple minutes per night of negotiating with my dick. I don't even gain anything by making the sacrifice of "NoFap." Nor do I enjoy any comfort from trying to masturbate anyway. It's all empty gestures any way I go.

In summary, I am all Halloweened out, and I am tired. All night on Halloween I was telling myself "The cold weather season is for getting cozy and sleeping. And eating as much of your harvest as you can. This place is uncomfortable in temperature and smell and the only thing anyone's said to you all night is 'You look angry, are you angry?' You should cut your losses." Bring on the rest of the year. Bring on turkey comas and hot chocolate and yule logs. People call this "Lying down and rotting" but I think people give it a bad rap. I tried the other way and I didn't enjoy it. What you call "LDAR" I call "Well earned relaxation."
 
thats the last place I would want to "ascend"
 
Post pic of your costume dude.
 
lol paid 100 dollars should've bought a bottle a pizza and some weed instead buck0
 
But the scariest of all the costumes? I saw no fewer than three Bowsettes. I don't wanna see any Internet shit in real life.

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I told you to stick with the 2D on Looksmax.
Bring on the rest of the year. Bring on turkey comas and hot chocolate and yule logs.

I want this with my mommygf.

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She will cook the turkey and then take a tryptophan induced nap with her arms wrapped around me and I'll fall asleep with her breasts squished across my back.
 
Should’ve gone ER tbh
 
I stayed in my room on incels.is all day on Halloween tbh
 
Sounds like a meeting of fucking weirdos and cucks
 
Man I wish I could find a fetish party
 
I think you had to go with a wingman for a confidnce boost and someone to talk to while you were there.
 
It's like these people who go to the burning man tent expecting a mass orgy when really it's a bunch of couples just having public sex amongst each other.
 
If I went to a fetish party I would probably just get chained on the nearest wall and ignored for the rest of the night, doesn't sound like a good place for an incel.
 
It's like these people who go to the burning man tent expecting a mass orgy when really it's a bunch of couples just having public sex amongst each other.
I don't get why couples go to clubs and those kind of events, no one wants to see them there and many times the guy ends up getting cucked.
 
I don't get why couples go to clubs and those kind of events, no one wants to see them there and many times the guy ends up getting cucked.

Some cuck thing that leads people to do this.

I may be extreme in this but consider PDA to be in the same vein.

I never want to be an exhibitionist of any sort.
 
Some cuck thing that leads people to do this.

I may be extreme in this but consider PDA to be in the same vein.

I never want to be an exhibitionist of any sort.
Whenever a foid shows her cuck PDA it's often to impress a chad or chad-lite near by to show him what he can be getting.
 
Whenever a foid shows her cuck PDA it's often to impress a chad or chad-lite near by to show him what he can be getting.

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Never thought of it that way but now that you mention it it's true.
 
Now you know better OP.
 
at least you tried I guess lmao
 
yep that the difference between teenager and adult
 
Well at least you tried
 
I told you to go to an anime cosplay convention on LooksMax.

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It sounds like a cuckoldry costume party.
 
I'm getting ads for Femdom Simulator in this thread. Just me?

Man I wish I could find a fetish party

But I tell you, there's not much to do there other than watch other people kiss, or watch other people walk around in states of undress. If hooking up is your plan, it's no easier or tougher there to hook up than at a bar or a nightclub.

I think you had to go with a wingman for a confidnce boost and someone to talk to while you were there.

I think I was pretty confident. I felt cocky like a motherfucker. I talked people up, joked with them about their costumes, some joked with me even. But these were brief flashes. I was on the hunt for a hookup here and had to move on when there was no sale.

It's like these people who go to the burning man tent expecting a mass orgy when really it's a bunch of couples just having public sex amongst each other.

This is a pretty spot-on example of what it was like there. Couples getting handsy, while watching the performances that were there. Or chilling in the lounge. I didn't hook up with anyone, but I didn't see anyone else hooking up either.
 
I'm getting ads for Femdom Simulator in this thread. Just me?



But I tell you, there's not much to do there other than watch other people kiss, or watch other people walk around in states of undress. If hooking up is your plan, it's no easier or tougher there to hook up than at a bar or a nightclub.



I think I was pretty confident. I felt cocky like a motherfucker. I talked people up, joked with them about their costumes, some joked with me even. But these were brief flashes. I was on the hunt for a hookup here and had to move on when there was no sale.



This is a pretty spot-on example of what it was like there. Couples getting handsy, while watching the performances that were there. Or chilling in the lounge. I didn't hook up with anyone, but I didn't see anyone else hooking up either.
Even w naked foids all around you?
 
Even w naked foids all around you?

Yeah, even with. And that's what struck me. There were beautiful naked women all around me and I felt nothing down there. The wood is well and truly dead for me. But if you like to tiddywatch then yeah, there's something to enjoy. But watch out for man ass. It can be hard to tell with all of the crossdressing. It can be hard to tell sometimes, when he's wearing a gimp mask and has a svelte frame, and all you have to go on is his half-covered ass in a miniskirt? You have to look to discern whether or not it's a dude, and once you realize he is a dude, you find that you've just drunken in a fill of man ass.
 
Yeah, even with. And that's what struck me. There were beautiful naked women all around me and I felt nothing down there. The wood is well and truly dead for me. But if you like to tiddywatch then yeah, there's something to enjoy. But watch out for man ass. It can be hard to tell with all of the crossdressing. It can be hard to tell sometimes, when he's wearing a gimp mask and has a svelte frame, and all you have to go on is his half-covered ass in a miniskirt? You have to look to discern whether or not it's a dude, and once you realize he is a dude, you find that you've just drunken in a fill of man ass.
Bout to go to one and take a viagara
 
Bout to go to one and take a viagara

Have you had Viagra? I haven't, but from what I understand it's not real sexual drive. It's just an erection. An empty, soulless erection. Engineered by chemicals that redirect blood pressure to your penis. It doesn't make you more excited, it just makes your dick hard.
 
They just sound like weirdos bro the OP said there was swingers there and that's some cuck shit

Hm? You mean here?

Back in high school I once saw a girl lean forward and she had these pendulous swingers, see? And I was like "Whoa, get a look at that." But that way of thinking is entirely gone from me now. Or at least it was that night.

By "pendulous swingers" I mean her breasts. They hung low and swung low.
 
Yea you bro you said there was swingers at that party

I don't think I did. Where did I say that? The only place I can remember I said "swingers" was in the section I quoted, and I was talking about "swingers" as in "breastses."
 
I don't think I did. Where did I say that? The only place I can remember I said "swingers" was in the section I quoted, and I was talking about "swingers" as in "breastses."
Idk i thought you said there was swingers at this fetish party. Maybe i read it wrong lol
 

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