Too long to read WARNING
the other day I was browsing it and laughing at these soy normis
and then I saw how they always took stuff out of context or found the most batshit crazy stuff and paint us all in that light
so I got mad I made an account to make a post of course my post was removed despite not violating any of there rules for any of you
IT !@#4 READING THIS HERE IS THE MASSAGE THAT I WROTE
I know I will get banned and This is why I'm using a thorough away account
most of you would like to mock people like me cherry-picking comments and opinions from some obscure forum people like are some misogynistic neet white dude who lives with his parents
the truth is, I did want to become like this I wanted to be happy and not hateful
but look at my life molested bullied and suicide attempts I'm just broken at this point
I hate women but why?
you form your views on the world based on your experiences
throughout my life at most 5 girls were nice to me
all of the other ones with out of their way to bully me and make fun of me
I wanted to be left alone i never hit on anybody OR tried to talk to them
yet those @#$3 still went out of their way to mock me for being ugly and autistic
I was a tool for the other guys in the school to look better in front of the same woman who bullied me
but what did the normis tell me?
they told me to work on myself so I did
I learned new Languages picked up different forms of art trained in MMA
got fit and also studied a lot
but then what happened people started using me to get what they wanted and as soon as I was useless I was thorn away
this is the life of an ugly autistic guy no matter what I do women and other guys will still hate me I don't even need to do anything just because of how different I am I was doomed to a life of misery
I can't change that no matter how much I read train or work on my personality
most of dating is based on looks
how can I have a positive view of women when most of my experiences were negative
how can I like a gay man when my entire childhood was destroyed by one I'm so traumatized that I can't even be touched by a f@453 without getting sick or experiencing some levels of PTSD
this is why I hate women not because I like it but because I'm tired of getting bullied by them by assuming that every woman is evil i have kept myself from sustaining even more damage
all I wanted in my life was for somebody to love me but it was never for me to have
most of my bullies went on to have relationships (personality sure matters a lot ) while I was stuck in a self-improvement loop
I have tried everything nothing works it might be true that I'm not entitled to love
but I still need it
you guys remind me of my old bullies cuz even when I tried to just rot away in some obscure place where I just screamed endlessly into the cyber void I was not left alone
I have talked to many incels over the years most of these people are more likely to harm themselves than any other person
but of course, you guys never want to believe that
you people want to believe that we are all just a bunch of inkwells bonded over a misogynist alt-right hate group
you never ask why but you are quick to judge
Of course, I can write more but would it even make a difference
anyway thanks for reading
oh one last thing don't hide away behind but we are just trying to help them no that's what r/incelexit is not you guys
you guys just want to make fun of people to feel better about yourselfs
the other day I was browsing it and laughing at these soy normis
and then I saw how they always took stuff out of context or found the most batshit crazy stuff and paint us all in that light
so I got mad I made an account to make a post of course my post was removed despite not violating any of there rules for any of you
IT !@#4 READING THIS HERE IS THE MASSAGE THAT I WROTE
I know I will get banned and This is why I'm using a thorough away account
most of you would like to mock people like me cherry-picking comments and opinions from some obscure forum people like are some misogynistic neet white dude who lives with his parents
the truth is, I did want to become like this I wanted to be happy and not hateful
but look at my life molested bullied and suicide attempts I'm just broken at this point
I hate women but why?
you form your views on the world based on your experiences
throughout my life at most 5 girls were nice to me
all of the other ones with out of their way to bully me and make fun of me
I wanted to be left alone i never hit on anybody OR tried to talk to them
yet those @#$3 still went out of their way to mock me for being ugly and autistic
I was a tool for the other guys in the school to look better in front of the same woman who bullied me
but what did the normis tell me?
they told me to work on myself so I did
I learned new Languages picked up different forms of art trained in MMA
got fit and also studied a lot
but then what happened people started using me to get what they wanted and as soon as I was useless I was thorn away
this is the life of an ugly autistic guy no matter what I do women and other guys will still hate me I don't even need to do anything just because of how different I am I was doomed to a life of misery
I can't change that no matter how much I read train or work on my personality
most of dating is based on looks
how can I have a positive view of women when most of my experiences were negative
how can I like a gay man when my entire childhood was destroyed by one I'm so traumatized that I can't even be touched by a f@453 without getting sick or experiencing some levels of PTSD
this is why I hate women not because I like it but because I'm tired of getting bullied by them by assuming that every woman is evil i have kept myself from sustaining even more damage
all I wanted in my life was for somebody to love me but it was never for me to have
most of my bullies went on to have relationships (personality sure matters a lot ) while I was stuck in a self-improvement loop
I have tried everything nothing works it might be true that I'm not entitled to love
but I still need it
you guys remind me of my old bullies cuz even when I tried to just rot away in some obscure place where I just screamed endlessly into the cyber void I was not left alone
I have talked to many incels over the years most of these people are more likely to harm themselves than any other person
but of course, you guys never want to believe that
you people want to believe that we are all just a bunch of inkwells bonded over a misogynist alt-right hate group
you never ask why but you are quick to judge
Of course, I can write more but would it even make a difference
anyway thanks for reading
oh one last thing don't hide away behind but we are just trying to help them no that's what r/incelexit is not you guys
you guys just want to make fun of people to feel better about yourselfs
