I watched recorded clips from my childhood n i was autistic asf

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If she’s a whore i’ll treat her like a whore i’ll just cum and dump her snd leave as much as i wish i could have a gf youre right it goddamn sucks i wont be the first one because she probably has like 30+bodies the time she hits 18

I was niggermaxxing but it felt weird and cringe ngl and yeah the desire for wanting a gf is high but wanting sex since my libido is high the need for intercourse is very fucking huigh knowing foids hate small cocks i’m screwed down there as well so i get more angry because im very sexually frustrated and im tired of jerking off i want something more stimulating

Even if i somehow managed to moneymaxx the chances you’ll have to betabuxx a used foid is just cucked better to fuck young escorts at that point

i couldnt cum and dump...i look for deep relationships (soyjack i know) its not in me to abuse foids despite my fetish for facefucking them to death....and even if she is a virgin, she may have had sex chat with chad or have been aroused and jerked off to a chad...i set the bar too low i know.......as a 26 year old virgin ive lost my mind prolly

i think cooming too much will kill the sex drive..i already feel less horny...my body has accepted that it wont get pussy...

never betabux..why tf should i pay money to a used up colander? escort is a better option but being a high inhib prick, ill be coommaxing forever i guess
jfl at this shitty body/brain/mind/situation

 

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i couldnt cum and dump...i look for deep relationships (soyjack i know) its not in me to abuse foids despite my fetish for facefucking them to death....and even if she is a virgin, she may have had sex chat with chad or have been aroused and jerked off to a chad...i set the bar too low i know.......as a 26 year old virgin ive lost my mind prolly

i think cooming too much will kill the sex drive..i already feel less horny...my body has accepted that it wont get pussy...

never betabux..why tf should i pay money to a used up colander? escort is a better option but being a high inhib prick, ill be coommaxing forever i guess
jfl at this shitty body/brain/mind/situation

Explains youre 26 and im still 18 im still a teen at the end of the day i dont really care about building a foundation with a foid at the moment its more of a sexual desire i have i’d see why you’d have the desire for a relationship more than just a cum and dump desire

Speaking of i dont really think teenpill is a thing atleast within my age bracket its more of a”hey u wanna fuck?” type of thing atleast that’s what i would see during primary school idk if that was the case with you were a teen i might be coping idk


Feels weird man 90s kids are in their 30s i remember watching alot of millennial youtubers in their teen years back in 2012-2016 crazy now they’re in their mid 20s-early 30s

I would’ve liked to been a millennial you guys had better childhoods cartoons were more better not only i definitely would’ve invested a fuck ton into bitcoin

 

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Explains youre 26 and im still 18 im still a teen at the end of the day i dont really care about building a foundation with a foid at the moment its more of a sexual desire i have i’d see why you’d have the desire for a relationship more than just a cum and dump desire

Speaking of i dont really think teenpill is a thing atleast within my age bracket its more of a”hey u wanna fuck?” type of thing atleast that’s what i would see during primary school idk if that was the case with you were a teen i might be coping idk


Feels weird man 90s kids are in their 30s i remember watching alot of millennial youtubers in their teen years back in 2012-2016 crazy now they’re in their mid 20s-early 30s

I would’ve liked to been a millennial you guys had better childhoods cartoons were more better not only i definitely would’ve invested a fuck ton into bitcoin

i feel old. jfl
mentally im still a teen i guess...in no time youll be 26 too so better escape inceldom if you can (slim chance but i guess the sooner the easier)

i was always a high inhib prick in my teen years and never dared to talk to foids in person or even approach them....i was just studying and hanging around getting mogged by my "friends" at the time...teenpill seems legit man...ask any nigger on here and theyll agree...you see many teens having sex these days even in here where i live..its very brutal seeing a younger nigger mog you to oblivion..it hits different, specially if its about sex

i live in iran so ...didnt have an enviable childhood compared to western kiddos

 

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i feel old. jfl
mentally im still a teen i guess...in no time youll be 26 too so better escape inceldom if you can (slim chance but i guess the sooner the easier)

i was always a high inhib prick in my teen years and never dared to talk to foids in person or even approach them....i was just studying and hanging around getting mogged by my "friends" at the time...teenpill seems legit man...ask any nigger on here and theyll agree...you see many teens having sex these days even in here where i live..its very brutal seeing a younger nigger mog you to oblivion..it hits different, specially if its about sex

i live in iran so ...didnt have an enviable childhood compared to western kiddos

Agepill scares me man but if everything plans out well i’ll be roping sometime after Christmas i’m just angry and sad most of the time and i cant really cope with media anymore it’s boring unless im on drugs or alchohol the copes are enjoyable but thats also running its course rn im judt politcs coping since im in the USA and the elections are going on im really interested who’s gonna win

My early teen years i was low inhibib i’ve asked girls out like crazy at school and i thought that playing american footbalk would land me a gf but sadly not i would either get “i have a boyfriend” or “im not ready for a relationship”

And i feel that with the mogging of younger people having sex white you dont i have a younger cousin she’s 12 and she’s told me that there’s this one dude at her school who’s been on multiple dates with different girls and he’s 13 and im just sitting there listening to her feeling enraged also i’ve read elliots rodgers manifesto he also mentions that he feels pissed off that many kids in high school were sex havers while he was still a virgin at 22

Oh and out of topic gere are you Muslim by any chance?

 

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Agepill scares me man but if everything plans out well i’ll be roping sometime after Christmas i’m just angry and sad most of the time and i cant really cope with media anymore it’s boring unless im on drugs or alchohol the copes are enjoyable but thats also running its course rn im judt politcs coping since im in the USA and the elections are going on im really interested who’s gonna win

My early teen years i was low inhibib i’ve asked girls out like crazy at school and i thought that playing american footbalk would land me a gf but sadly not i would either get “i have a boyfriend” or “im not ready for a relationship”

And i feel that with the mogging of younger people having sex white you dont i have a younger cousin she’s 12 and she’s told me that there’s this one dude at her school who’s been on multiple dates with different girls and he’s 13 and im just sitting there listening to her feeling enraged also i’ve read elliots rodgers manifesto he also mentions that he feels pissed off that many kids in high school were sex havers while he was still a virgin at 22

Oh and out of topic gere are you Muslim by any chance?

rope is not worth it....i always have a tiny hope that things may change and i have the mindset that they wont........but anyway just want to how bad things are gonna turn out.....if a dead end point is reached which is unlikely, then rope is a conceivable option

mogs my high inhib...i did boxing to lower my inhib and its effect was temporary after the gym only...cant deceive your genetics

JFL...just slap her teeth down in her throat or sth..uh civilized americans i know...although kid foids here too are being brainwashed as well...over for the world....send the earth off its course/orbit already!

no im not a muslim

 

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rope is not worth it....i always have a tiny hope that things may change and i have the mindset that they wont........but anyway just want to how bad things are gonna turn out.....if a dead end point is reached which is unlikely, then rope is a conceivable option

mogs my high inhib...i did boxing to lower my inhib and its effect was temporary after the gym only...cant deceive your genetics

JFL...just slap her teeth down in her throat or sth..uh civilized americans i know...although kid foids here too are being brainwashed as well...over for the world....send the earth off its course/orbit already!

no im not a muslim

Mogs me for having hope if i were good at something anything that could make me money i wouldn’t rope but i just suck at most things it’s like this bad luck i have like anything i plan or anything i want to pursue just goes to shit and fails i keep failing and failing and with the constant failure lead me to un confidence and less passionate in life so since i have nothing much to live for nor am i passionate about anything i finally realize that ropings my last option i shouldve died at 16 i attempted sewer side with my fathers pistol to the head i had it aimed at the temple of my head the finger on the trigger but i fucking pussied out like a bitch but this time I FUCKING HOPE i go along witht he plan and this will be with a shotgun so it gives me confidence depending where i aim most likely the forehead is were im aiming i should have a guaranteed death unlike the pistol all and all i always wanted to sing but my voice is monotone as shit with a dab of soy at the end i mean its cool yes i can chadfish and talk to foids on discord which they end up liking how i sound for some reason no clue why


It took me awhike to become high in hibib it wanst till middle school when i had “friends” that would judge me a FUCK ton and tease and bully me about it i eventually developed social anxiety because i am constantly thinking what others think of me fuck those people i hope they die in some painful accident or get paralyzed



Lastly i think foids here in the usa are just brainwashed by this whore media you look at female rappers or female msuicisns its just either feminism strong girl we dont need a man music by female musciscians or i whore myself to every tyrone by nigger foid rappers and this is just a theory but it brainwashes them ata. Young age to become whores for chad or tyrone

 

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Mogs me for having hope if i were good at something anything that could make me money i wouldn’t rope but i just suck at most things it’s like this bad luck i have like anything i plan or anything i want to pursue just goes to shit and fails i keep failing and failing and with the constant failure lead me to un confidence and less passionate in life so since i have nothing much to live for nor am i passionate about anything i finally realize that ropings my last option i shouldve died at 16 i attempted sewer side with my fathers pistol to the head i had it aimed at the temple of my head the finger on the trigger but i fucking pussied out like a bitch but this time I FUCKING HOPE i go along witht he plan and this will be with a shotgun so it gives me confidence depending where i aim most likely the forehead is were im aiming i should have a guaranteed death unlike the pistol all and all i always wanted to sing but my voice is monotone as shit with a dab of soy at the end i mean its cool yes i can chadfish and talk to foids on discord which they end up liking how i sound for some reason no clue why


It took me awhike to become high in hibib it wanst till middle school when i had “friends” that would judge me a FUCK ton and tease and bully me about it i eventually developed social anxiety because i am constantly thinking what others think of me fuck those people i hope they die in some painful accident or get paralyzed



Lastly i think foids here in the usa are just brainwashed by this whore media you look at female rappers or female msuicisns its just either feminism strong girl we dont need a man music by female musciscians or i whore myself to every tyrone by nigger foid rappers and this is just a theory but it brainwashes them ata. Young age to become whores for chad or tyrone

Dont do that man. Find copes. Being virgin isnt my top problem tbh. N i dont have hope but curiosity. To live n see whats gonna happen. My parents would be sad n so would yours. I too feel like roping but my survival instincts are just way more overwhelming. We will die eventually so why the rush?

Traumas will never heal. We r supposed to cope with traumas by having a gf/sex. But here we r traumatized n coping with not having a gf by coom/vidya etc instead of coping with the traumas by having a gf. Kek

Usa is the frontier of advancement as well as degeneracy n spreads it across the globe