Although I'm just the last one out of the four I mentioned I like watching pictures of people who have it as bad or even worse than me. It gives me a reality check that no foid would ever want or give genuine love to the person I'm currently watching. It also gives me some sort of relief knowing that HTNs live in delusion that the love they receive from their LTB girlfriend is true love when in reality it's not. I feel more spiritually awakened than them knowing this piece of information that they don't. It gives me some feeling of power but then again watching those beyond truecel cripples also ingites sadness in me knowing that they will never be loved and the same goes for me
