TripleCel
Recruit
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- Joined
- Feb 6, 2018
- Posts
- 208
Holy shit, looking back I realize how fucking delusional I was in regards to my looks. I thought I was good looking (pretty boy) and that I mog a lot of people my age, when in reality I was probably mogged by everyone I knew.
just LOL @ me for thinking I look good in the mirror and in irl but only ugly in the camera, goddamn I was fucking retarded. I thought I actually had a fair chance at life, that I'll get a nice gf and all. when in reality I just didn't realize how over it is for me.
Now I'm ugly and I know it, when I try to truthfully compare myself to others I realize that I'm pretty much mogged by 90% of males if not more, even by the ones that I would have considered to be "nerds". I wish I could just wake up and not be a deformed fucking subhuman trash.
just LOL @ me for thinking I look good in the mirror and in irl but only ugly in the camera, goddamn I was fucking retarded. I thought I actually had a fair chance at life, that I'll get a nice gf and all. when in reality I just didn't realize how over it is for me.
Now I'm ugly and I know it, when I try to truthfully compare myself to others I realize that I'm pretty much mogged by 90% of males if not more, even by the ones that I would have considered to be "nerds". I wish I could just wake up and not be a deformed fucking subhuman trash.