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Even during my last physics recitation,I was already sad . For the last time,I was contemplating my Asian partner leaving. Because we wouldn't see anymore.
During the day of the exam, I talked to her before the exam and after the exam I waited her to compare answers we talked for 2-3 mins and she left . I was so lonely, I saw two other women ,a white woman and a Latina. While I was comparing answers with the white woman I touched her skin ,it was so lifefuel. They were surprised when they knew about my current grade, but what did it get me?
I wish I had a short Latina , that I would bend to hug ,kiss ... It's too brutal that I can be around women only because of classes. I talked to that Latina for about 3 mins and she left . I was very sad that day even though I did great in the exam
While waiting for the bus , I finally met that Asian I used to talk with on the groupchat ,we compared answers and then she left . I usually watched her profile picture many times. I always created scenarios I would study with her ...
I received my last grade yesterday, I got 4.0 gpa but I didn't find a gf . The only girl I spent time with , she wasn't interested to me even though she was showing interest in French,show empathy for Haitians,gave me hot chocolate when I went to her house...she was just kind bc she needed to pass the class... At this point everyone is free , she could message if she loved me.
Yesterday my Asian partner finally answered (I wrote her before leaving the campus) , we talked for about 3 mins and that was it . She always answer fast , but she is not interested to me . I asked her about her grade for the physics exam, how was organic chemistry...etc . If she was interested to me . She would have kept the conversation on going. Even though she is not super attractive I like her bc I have a fetish for Asians and she's smart. Unfortunately I don't think she would see herself with a black.
During the day of the exam, I talked to her before the exam and after the exam I waited her to compare answers we talked for 2-3 mins and she left . I was so lonely, I saw two other women ,a white woman and a Latina. While I was comparing answers with the white woman I touched her skin ,it was so lifefuel. They were surprised when they knew about my current grade, but what did it get me?
I wish I had a short Latina , that I would bend to hug ,kiss ... It's too brutal that I can be around women only because of classes. I talked to that Latina for about 3 mins and she left . I was very sad that day even though I did great in the exam
While waiting for the bus , I finally met that Asian I used to talk with on the groupchat ,we compared answers and then she left . I usually watched her profile picture many times. I always created scenarios I would study with her ...
I received my last grade yesterday, I got 4.0 gpa but I didn't find a gf . The only girl I spent time with , she wasn't interested to me even though she was showing interest in French,show empathy for Haitians,gave me hot chocolate when I went to her house...she was just kind bc she needed to pass the class... At this point everyone is free , she could message if she loved me.
Yesterday my Asian partner finally answered (I wrote her before leaving the campus) , we talked for about 3 mins and that was it . She always answer fast , but she is not interested to me . I asked her about her grade for the physics exam, how was organic chemistry...etc . If she was interested to me . She would have kept the conversation on going. Even though she is not super attractive I like her bc I have a fetish for Asians and she's smart. Unfortunately I don't think she would see herself with a black.
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