This is not true anymore, but it was true. My entire middle and high school experience would have been so great if I was socially included. But I was not.
It angers me that so many guys and girls get into "relationships" that they don't take seriously at all. 99%+ don't end up working out, and very many were not even taken seriously by both parties in the first place.
While other guys and girls were taking advantage of each other, I was rotting, longing to give my love. While other guys and girls were taking affection for granted, I was rotting, waiting to be loved. While other guys and girls were playing games, I was rotting, waiting for something deep and serious.
But all because I was a social outcast I did not have the connections or resources to get a "girlfriend". It always baffled me how everyone else could get one. Then I realized it all happened through texts, parties, and friend circles, which I never got to be a part of.
I was attractive and if people had included me I would have had a "girlfriend" and I would have loved her so much. This was not the case. I was not included. Meanwhile, every other guy had the number of every relevant girl in the grade, and vice versa. I was always more worthy than them.
It angers me that so many guys and girls get into "relationships" that they don't take seriously at all. 99%+ don't end up working out, and very many were not even taken seriously by both parties in the first place.
While other guys and girls were taking advantage of each other, I was rotting, longing to give my love. While other guys and girls were taking affection for granted, I was rotting, waiting to be loved. While other guys and girls were playing games, I was rotting, waiting for something deep and serious.
But all because I was a social outcast I did not have the connections or resources to get a "girlfriend". It always baffled me how everyone else could get one. Then I realized it all happened through texts, parties, and friend circles, which I never got to be a part of.
I was attractive and if people had included me I would have had a "girlfriend" and I would have loved her so much. This was not the case. I was not included. Meanwhile, every other guy had the number of every relevant girl in the grade, and vice versa. I was always more worthy than them.
