MaxZM98
Socially constructed loser
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- Joined
- May 2, 2018
- Posts
- 4,298
I have never been in a relationship in my life. I havent been hugged in years. I am so touch-deprived that it's tearing me apart. A girl online was going to meet me tonight for a hookup, and i was waiting and waiting but she never came, and never messaged me.
I am so fucking depressed right now. It seriously feels like I am cursed. every attempt I make to be happy in life ends in failure. something. SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPENS TO PREVENT ME FROM BEING HAPPY. I prepared for this and abstained for 2 days. she didnt even know what I looked like so I know it's not my face. I am truly cursed. I will remain unwanted for my whole life. is it time to kill myself? there is truly no hope.
please no negativity in the responses. I am close to breaking point.
I am so fucking depressed right now. It seriously feels like I am cursed. every attempt I make to be happy in life ends in failure. something. SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPENS TO PREVENT ME FROM BEING HAPPY. I prepared for this and abstained for 2 days. she didnt even know what I looked like so I know it's not my face. I am truly cursed. I will remain unwanted for my whole life. is it time to kill myself? there is truly no hope.
please no negativity in the responses. I am close to breaking point.





