Back in May a white girl started working at my workplace. A very cute girl. I kinda felt she had some interest in me. This was probably the only good looking white young girl that was solely interested in sandniggers with trash genetics. Her ex actually looked like me. Extremely rare kind of woman out there. So therefore she was interested in me.
We've had some contacts on snapchat and we have always talked to each other at the workplace. I have helped her with many tasks.
5 months later my coworker wrote to her and tried to merge us together. Excellent wingman in general and a keeper who had fucked a lot of girls in his past. She then replies to him that I am a "very beautiful friend" and that "I am dating someone else at the moment"
So obviously she was not genuinely interested. She just used me to help her and save her with the many tasks. Without me she would have been freaking fired already. And she used me to have a "buddy" to not feel completely alone at a new workplace.
Last night I sleept 8 hours but I was not in a deep sleep. Crazy how 8 hours went so fast by half-sleeping. Always thinking about her and trying to sleep with a heart crushed is the worst feeling ever.
When I earlier tried to ask her for dates she constantly flaked and had excuses.
The crazy thing is that I have always been blackpilled and understood all this. But her freaking beauty deceived me.
Today she tries to be friendly with me. Thank fucking god my friend who tried to merge us together made me not wasting any more time at her. But the injury is however done.
In a way to relieve my feelings I followed a girl on instagram that works at the same work-place but within another unit. She rejected it and she smiled in a crazy way at me at the dining room... but I don't care anymore. I don't have feelings anymore.
I have worked like crazy the past year in order to get a permanent contract. When the permanent contract kicks in I am not going to do the hard ass work anymore.
We've had some contacts on snapchat and we have always talked to each other at the workplace. I have helped her with many tasks.
5 months later my coworker wrote to her and tried to merge us together. Excellent wingman in general and a keeper who had fucked a lot of girls in his past. She then replies to him that I am a "very beautiful friend" and that "I am dating someone else at the moment"
So obviously she was not genuinely interested. She just used me to help her and save her with the many tasks. Without me she would have been freaking fired already. And she used me to have a "buddy" to not feel completely alone at a new workplace.
Last night I sleept 8 hours but I was not in a deep sleep. Crazy how 8 hours went so fast by half-sleeping. Always thinking about her and trying to sleep with a heart crushed is the worst feeling ever.
When I earlier tried to ask her for dates she constantly flaked and had excuses.
The crazy thing is that I have always been blackpilled and understood all this. But her freaking beauty deceived me.
Today she tries to be friendly with me. Thank fucking god my friend who tried to merge us together made me not wasting any more time at her. But the injury is however done.
In a way to relieve my feelings I followed a girl on instagram that works at the same work-place but within another unit. She rejected it and she smiled in a crazy way at me at the dining room... but I don't care anymore. I don't have feelings anymore.
I have worked like crazy the past year in order to get a permanent contract. When the permanent contract kicks in I am not going to do the hard ass work anymore.
