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I had fake friends in elementary school as every time I would get an invitation to a birthday party the other kids would grumble and the birthday host would say “my mom forced me to invite him”
Elementary school they used to have an after school program and the people I tried to sit with put up bookbags and water bottles as a wall against me
Bro I don’t think I was an asshole because I asked around and nobody thought I did anything inherently wrong
I was extremely uncoordinated and couldn’t do any sports because of dyspraxia and flatfeet
Middle school was kind of the same, I managed to enter a friend group of really nerdy kids like me and kept it until 8th grade where I ended ties
I got cyberbullied a lot and every time I would try and chat on school discord servers I would get hated on. I got rejected by the most nerdy and dorky circles in my school. This was probably when the feelings of isolation started as I sat alone in many of my classes
8th grade I was tormented by this black kid in my class who even made me cry.
8th grade is when I joined football, the first actual sport I played (the ones before were really light) As you can guess I was extremely unathletic and the entire team made fun of me for that and my physique (very skinny fat and disproportionate)
I thought sports would be different but it was actually worse, everyone talked down on me for being stupid and saying shit like “you’re one of the most unathletic people I’ve seen” In one of the game days a group of players pantsed me in front of everyone
I became a gymcel freshman year. Freshman year a new guy moved in who was the fucking bottom of the barrel then but now he loves being an asshole to me and everyone was fine with it. I was here first bro. Nowadays people agree my lifts are good but it wasn’t the case back then. I ended up filling out my arms so instead of skinny fat I just became fat or bulky.
Oh yeah throughout this whole time people made fun of me for being fat, ugly, and most recently chopped. When the wabi sabi and camera flip tiktok trend came everyone looked at me
Elementary school they used to have an after school program and the people I tried to sit with put up bookbags and water bottles as a wall against me
Bro I don’t think I was an asshole because I asked around and nobody thought I did anything inherently wrong
I was extremely uncoordinated and couldn’t do any sports because of dyspraxia and flatfeet
Middle school was kind of the same, I managed to enter a friend group of really nerdy kids like me and kept it until 8th grade where I ended ties
I got cyberbullied a lot and every time I would try and chat on school discord servers I would get hated on. I got rejected by the most nerdy and dorky circles in my school. This was probably when the feelings of isolation started as I sat alone in many of my classes
8th grade I was tormented by this black kid in my class who even made me cry.
8th grade is when I joined football, the first actual sport I played (the ones before were really light) As you can guess I was extremely unathletic and the entire team made fun of me for that and my physique (very skinny fat and disproportionate)
I thought sports would be different but it was actually worse, everyone talked down on me for being stupid and saying shit like “you’re one of the most unathletic people I’ve seen” In one of the game days a group of players pantsed me in front of everyone
I became a gymcel freshman year. Freshman year a new guy moved in who was the fucking bottom of the barrel then but now he loves being an asshole to me and everyone was fine with it. I was here first bro. Nowadays people agree my lifts are good but it wasn’t the case back then. I ended up filling out my arms so instead of skinny fat I just became fat or bulky.
Oh yeah throughout this whole time people made fun of me for being fat, ugly, and most recently chopped. When the wabi sabi and camera flip tiktok trend came everyone looked at me
