Venting I want to kill myself so badly.

[MisanthropyInsanity]

I feel like I'm going crazy, I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so numb to the pain, but sometimes it breaks through and it tears me apart. I always want to turn to someone that loves me and I can talk to, but I don't have anyone. Instead I sit here alone and take it, but it takes a toll on me.

You know what's pathetic? The last time I was happy was because I thought I had a chance with a foid, and that was almost a year ago. She hates me by the way, ignored me too, and I just saw her flirting with another guy too so Jfl.

The pain of isolation, loneliness, and trauma tortures me, I know I can only escape it by killing myself. One thing I learned at a young age was that some people aren't meant to be loved in this world. I am one of those people. It is ironic too, because when I was younger, my "dream" in life was to be loved.

I know if I don't kill myself now, I will end up going crazy, but I dont know what to do anymore. I just want the pain to stop, but it won't, and it never will for aslong as I live.

TL;DR: I want to off myself, I think it is my only option.

 

[Deleted member 24081]

I want to die too. I hate my life and myself and now my government is monitoring incels. I’m sick of this shit, I’m sick of women, I’m sick of society, I’m sick of so many things. I’ve had enough.

 

[Deleted member 22685]

I know if I don't kill myself now

You shouldn't. Explore more copes and chat with us here.

 

[SupremeG]

I feel the same. Why are we still here? Just to suffer?

 

[MisanthropyInsanity]

I feel the same. Why are we still here? Just to suffer?

I feel like some of us might be here for a reason. The reason we don't have normal lives is so we can accomplish something else. At least that is what I am trying to do. It's one of my only copes.

 

[Deleted member 20434]

Eh i want somebody to kill me but quickly not painfully and cruelly

 

[TheBasedCel]

no don't do it it will get better

 

[MisanthropyInsanity]

no don't do it it will get better

I hope it will, but it doesn't seem realistic.

 

[Deleted member 20434]

no don't do it it will get better

No it fucking won’t.

 

[TheBasedCel]

No it fucking won’t.

yes it will nigger we will make it

 

[Deleted member 18214]

I feel the same. Why are we still here? Just to suffer?

 

[Deleted member 20434]

yes it will nigger we will make it

I don’t know man. People have killed themselves in the Bible and I don’t think they’re in hell. Remember, Saul fell on his sword in battle. Sometimes in battle, you have to give up. And our life is a battle.

 

[TheBasedCel]

I don’t know man. People have killed themselves in the Bible and I don’t think they’re in hell. Remember, Saul fell on his sword in battle. Sometimes in battle, you have to give up. And our life is a battle.

not the bible bro

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

That's brutal , good luck

 

[BummerDrummerOG]

I want to die too. I hate my life and myself and now my government is monitoring incels. I’m sick of this shit, I’m sick of women, I’m sick of society, I’m sick of so many things. I’ve had enough.

BANG BANG BANG

 

[IamJacksBrokenHeart]

no don't do it it will get better

 

[Stalin]

Depression swings are dangerous - I'am chronically depressed and almost never exp. happiness or even a good mood.
I dodge emotional roller coasters by avoiding all things that make me short term happy.

 

[Deleted member 21908]

We're not gonna make it. 100%, like no chance tbh

 

[Yerberito]

Keep venting here

 

[Deleted member 23712]

I feel like I'm going crazy, I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so numb to the pain, but sometimes it breaks through and it tears me apart. I always want to turn to someone that loves me and I can talk to, but I don't have anyone. Instead I sit here alone and take it, but it takes a toll on me.

You know what's pathetic? The last time I was happy was because I thought I had a chance with a foid, and that was almost a year ago. She hates me by the way, ignored me too, and I just saw her flirting with another guy too so Jfl.

The pain of isolation, loneliness, and trauma tortures me, I know I can only escape it by killing myself. One thing I learned at a young age was that some people aren't meant to be loved in this world. I am one of those people. It is ironic too, because when I was younger, my "dream" in life was to be loved.

I know if I don't kill myself now, I will end up going crazy, but I dont know what to do anymore. I just want the pain to stop, but it won't, and it never will for aslong as I live.

TL;DR: I want to off myself, I think it is my only option.

There’s only one thing to do GrAYcel

 

[Deleted member 21514]

do it pussy

 

[Deleted member 22907]

no don't do it it will get better

gigacope

 

[Urekkim]

Dont let them win