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Sheldor
✡5'5'' 0ÆM X Æ A-0 בבקשה תעזור לי✡
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I suddenly feel the need to help every stranger on the street for free.
And even though I've lived my whole life in sadness and misery because I have no friends and have always been laughed at and ostracized.
Is that just cucked from me? In my miserable life, have I simply been destroyed so violently mentally by other people that my psyche subconsciously tells me that I am simply a subhuman and only live so that I can add value to other people?
I hate my life.
My life has no value.
I would love to just go out now, help the homeless, help some old people or do some free work I don't know.
I was always told that I couldn't do anything and that I would never amount to anything.
maybe they're right and I'm just made to suffer and help others
I think I'm mentally ill.
And even though I've lived my whole life in sadness and misery because I have no friends and have always been laughed at and ostracized.
Is that just cucked from me? In my miserable life, have I simply been destroyed so violently mentally by other people that my psyche subconsciously tells me that I am simply a subhuman and only live so that I can add value to other people?
I hate my life.
My life has no value.
I would love to just go out now, help the homeless, help some old people or do some free work I don't know.
I was always told that I couldn't do anything and that I would never amount to anything.
maybe they're right and I'm just made to suffer and help others
I think I'm mentally ill.