I want to die

[Neriglisar.Belgrade]

I really want to die, I often think and fantasize about the idea of killing myself. I research methods, I look into local stores for poisons, I do suicide drills, I write suicide letters and much more. The idea of death is so fascinating to me but I am still too cowardly to do it, I hope one day I will be brave enough to kill myself. At this point only death can free me from the suffering of being alive.

 

[JewApologist]

Same but I am still hoping for one thing im particular before I die

 

[Kaichee]

I really want to die, I often think and fantasize about the idea of killing myself. I research methods, I look into local stores for poisons, I do suicide drills, I write suicide letters and much more. The idea of death is so fascinating to me but I am still too cowardly to do it, I hope one day I will be brave enough to kill myself. At this point only death can free me from the suffering of being alive.

we have attained peak GrAY

 

[Neriglisar.Belgrade]

we have attained peak GrAY

I don't know what the hell my rank has to do with my post. In fact, this is my second account and the first one was created in 2020 and closed in 2022. This is one of the worst things about this forum, nobody takes anything seriously, my desire to die is real, I expected some understanding from my "brocels"

 

[Kaichee]

I don't know what the hell my rank has to do with my post. In fact, this is my second account and the first one was created in 2020 and closed in 2022. This is one of the worst things about this forum, nobody takes anything seriously, my desire to die is real, I expected some understanding from my "brocels"

There is no substance to your post. No reason, no lived experience. Its just 'woe is me, gunna kill myself'.

 

[Neriglisar.Belgrade]

There is no substance to your post. No reason, no lived experience. Its just 'woe is me, gunna kill myself'.

It doesn't have to have any basis, I was thinking about suicide obsessively and decided to post it on the forum. It's that simple

 

[Kaichee]

It doesn't have to have any basis, I was thinking about suicide obsessively and decided to post it on the forum. It's that simple

I also dont have sympathy for 'brocels' who do this shit;

 

[Neriglisar.Belgrade]

I also dont have sympathy for 'brocels' who do this shit;

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I have bad experiences being doxxed on my old account, I share a lot of personal stuff here, I don't want an IT member to ruin my life anymore

 

[Neriglisar.Belgrade]

It's crazy how I have to explain my behavior even on this forum, we're all rotting here (except LARPers, fakecels and infiltrators) we should support each other in solidarity

 

[Kaichee]

It's crazy how I have to explain my behavior even on this forum, we're all rotting here (except LARPers, fakecels and infiltrators) we should support each other in solidarity

...wait...but you are asking for sympathy and solidarity. But refuse to elaborate and hide your profile. If you are a truecel, I am in your corner 110 percent.

 

[Neriglisar.Belgrade]

...wait...but you are asking for sympathy and solidarity. But refuse to elaborate and hide your profile. If you are a truecel, I am in your corner 110 percent.

If you have read my other posts you will know that I am a turbo autistic person with a low IQ, I have a hard time making elaborate posts (and comments). That is why I tend to make short, poorly elaborated comments (or posts). Very often I am even unable to respond to comments that are made to me because I literally do not know what to say. I really hope you understand me, it is the only reason why I keep explaining this to you.

 

[WornOutHopecel]

...wait...but you are asking for sympathy and solidarity. But refuse to elaborate and hide your profile. If you are a truecel, I am in your corner 110 percent.

Maybe stop playing the manager of the forum.

 

[Kaichee]

If you have read my other posts you will know that I am a turbo autistic person with a low IQ, I have a hard time making elaborate posts (and comments). That is why I tend to make short, poorly elaborated comments (or posts). Very often I am even unable to respond to comments that are made to me because I literally do not know what to say. I really hope you understand me, it is the only reason why I keep explaining this to you.

Fair enough - my bad

 

[Kaichee]

Maybe stop playing the manager of the forum.

Whatever, jeet

 

[Runt171]

nobody takes anything seriously, my desire to die is real, I expected some understanding from my "brocels"

Pretty much No one here cares thats one thing I realised
You get some people that will hope it gets better for you but most people are indifferent

Maybe because its hard to have empathy for some words on a screen or maybe their inceldom has led them to a genuine indifference to caring about anyone else but themselves

 

[NeverEvenBegan]

I also dont have sympathy for 'brocels' who do this shit;

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I dislike this as well because it means I can't post feelsdevil profile emoji on their profile

 

[HotDogCel]

We are together in this shit. That's the only thing I know. I don't know what to say exept this as I am also in the same state..
If u wanna talk I'm here

 

[SubhumanGamer]

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[Stupid Clown]

It's a challenge not to kill yourself

 

[Incline]

I really want to die, I often think and fantasize about the idea of killing myself. I research methods, I look into local stores for poisons, I do suicide drills, I write suicide letters and much more. The idea of death is so fascinating to me but I am still too cowardly to do it, I hope one day I will be brave enough to kill myself. At this point only death can free me from the suffering of being alive.

Are you slavic?

I understand you want to die, copes are good but copes will never subdue this feeling inside of you. If you are a virgin I reckon escortcelling is the only thing that might give some satisfaction, that is what I am banking on at least because Im a 29 yr old virgin and gonna go fuck whores in Pattaya soon to see how it feels.

Maybe the virgin stigma triggers some biological processes inside of our brain to make us feel the way we do. If not, my backup option is to psychadelicmaxx with DMT, Schrooms, and some shamanic substances like the frogs liquid etc, perhaps it can rewire my brain.

My final backup is to either kill myself with Co2 + pills or join WAGNER / Contract with russian military through my family blood-links and die on some pointless battlefield, getting blown up by a drone or some shiet.

 

[notcracklord]

I really want to die, I often think and fantasize about the idea of killing myself. I research methods, I look into local stores for poisons, I do suicide drills, I write suicide letters and much more. The idea of death is so fascinating to me but I am still too cowardly to do it, I hope one day I will be brave enough to kill myself. At this point only death can free me from the suffering of being alive.

Me too. I’ll probably ends up doing it within the decade. Easy day is getting worse

 

[TheCatMan]

Why do you write notes?