Venting I want to confess something (Serious story)

[AscendOrDieTrying]

I’ll preface by saying that I have never shared this with another soul, anonymously or otherwise, and it’s something that I am deeply shameful about even to this day.

When I was 10 to 12, I used to check lockers of female class mates and the girls change room to look for their shorts, shirts, etc. Then I would sniff them and “enjoy” them.

Looking back I realize how deviant this behaviour was and I can’t explain why I did it. I knew it was wrong at the time and that I would be in serious trouble if I got caught. I was almost caught a few times but somehow never got punished. The school did hold an assembly saying that there were some thefts taking place.

Anyway, it feels good to get off my chest. After 12 years old, I never again engaged in that kind of behaviour. Maybe it was because I was sexually frustrated? I didn’t have internet access until I was 12 or 13.

Did anyone else feel these kinds of urges? Looking back I was so fucking weird, I think I am very lucky to have been a smart kid, or else I would have been ostracized completely.

 

[parbate2025]

It's not wrong.
They are just clothes.
Chads did worse than this

 

[all this time]

That’s straight out of an anime, crazy, but I used to do some weird shit too when I was sub 12 so ig it’s not too far fetched ? It prob was sexual frustruation

 

[Jigga1988]

I’ll preface by saying that I have never shared this with another soul, anonymously or otherwise, and it’s something that I am deeply shameful about even to this day.

When I was 10 to 12, I used to check lockers of female class mates and the girls change room to look for their shorts, shirts, etc. Then I would sniff them and “enjoy” them.

Looking back I realize how deviant this behaviour was and I can’t explain why I did it. I knew it was wrong at the time and that I would be in serious trouble if I got caught. I was almost caught a few times but somehow never got punished. The school did hold an assembly saying that there were some thefts taking place.

Anyway, it feels good to get off my chest. After 12 years old, I never again engaged in that kind of behaviour. Maybe it was because I was sexually frustrated? I didn’t have internet access until I was 12 or 13.

Did anyone else feel these kinds of urges? Looking back I was so fucking weird, I think I am very lucky to have been a smart kid, or else I would have been ostracized completely.

Crazy, but there’s no use apologizing to anyone for something so long ago, glad u got it off your chest bro

 

[AscendOrDieTrying]

That’s straight out of an anime, crazy, but I used to do some weird shit too when I was sub 12 so ig it’s not too far fetched ? It prob was sexual frustruation

Dude I’m dead serious, one time I was going through a locker and this girl comes up to me and asks “why are you going through her locker?” I panicked and told her I was looking for a pencil case to bring to her, which really made no sense, why tf would I be doing that? Somehow she never snitched on me, that was one of the times I almost got caught.

 

[Animecel2D]

Sounds pretty normal to me. Thought this would be worse

 

[Ellsworth]

That’s not weird, it’s based

 

[SrutalBeggs]

Chads did worse than this

Then I would sniff them and “enjoy” them.

He's probably sniffing chad's cum on them

 

[DigitalWombat]

That’s not weird, it’s based

 

[FastBlast]

Chads did worse than this

Chad can literally finger his foid classmate's asshole without asking then goes on about his life. Meanwhile an incel accidentally bumps into a foid in the hallway and feels guilty about it for years. Brutal shit

 

[cathuluelitist]

That’s not weird

 

[tired as fuck]

Idk dawg... Once I spat into all the girls' shoes in the PE locker room when I was 12. Felt liberating. Especially cuz they didn't notice when changing back to normal shoes from PE ones. I still got caught because I was the only one who coulda done it but nothing much happened.

 

[OtakuCel]

You forgot to giga

 

[AscendOrDieTrying]

That’s not weird, it’s based

At the time, and even now, I felt like I was doing something taboo. Maybe that was part of why I did it, in a way

 

[yakusai]

all good mayne they ain eva caught you anyway

 

[The Judge]

I wish I did this when I was younger. Instead, I was taught to "respect women and girls" by my parents and spent my middle to high school years as a spineless doormat.

 

[AscendOrDieTrying]

all good mayne they ain eva caught you anyway

I had a feeling they knew but no one ever confronted me about it

 

[AscendOrDieTrying]

I wish I did this when I was younger. Instead, I was taught to "respect women and girls" by my parents and spent my middle to high school years as a spineless doormat.

My parents never taught me anything, in fact they never mentioned girls. Even now at 23 we never talk about it other than the “when are you going to get married”. Jfl

 

[UntiedShoelace7]

Chad wouldn’t feel guilty

 

[AscendOrDieTrying]

Chad wouldn’t feel guilty

I mean they would gladly give Chad their clothes and underwear so he wouldn’t have to sneak around…

 

[GodsStrongestNiglet]

I took some creepshots of some whores on a beach when I was 16, but I deleted them.

 

[AscendOrDieTrying]

I took some creepshots of some whores on a beach when I was 16, but I deleted them.

You never got caught?

 

[Anonymoutron]

That’s not weird, it’s based

 

[Anonymoutron]

You’re not alone. I understand what it’s like to have urges to do deviant behaviour. Thanks for sharing.

 

[GodsStrongestNiglet]

You never got caught?

Some of them might of saw me, but I never got in any trouble.

 

[Gen.SchizoAfricanus]

dude i did this same deviant shit when i was age sub 10 i couldn't have been older than 5 or 6 an i actually remember taking my cousins underwear an sniffin them an even rubbin them on my dick but i never got hard or came, my cousin was thick as hell, i never grew up in the traditional household i had it briefly but when i was born my dad went to jail an he came back for like 30 min before leaving an my mom also left so i was raised by my grandma on my dads side. My cousins were in their late teens early 20s an i remember noticing boobs an ass at a pretty young age, i would actually grope my cousin when she was sleeping. I also remember bein deathly afraid of bein caught but i cant explain why i did it as i didn't even start masturbating until i was in 7th or 8th grade, I do remember when i was young , my retarded foid mother would take me away from my grandma because she hated her an she would make me stay in kentucky with her ghetto rat broke family who i hated, her brothers would watch porn on the Big Tv all together an they would masturbate right infront of me. I expressed disgust one time an they berated me an called me faggot or a girl or some shit. Any ways i was exposed to porn really early an i would get horny an would try to sneak it on the channels at ages sub 10 but i never really masturbated until i got a little older. Anyways i only wrote this diatribe to let you know you're not alone OP i suspect alot of us have similiar stories, i have a worst one thats haunted me all my life an became a recurring disgusting memory i've been dealing with that i can't get out of my head but i won't share that one today.