Venting I want to be bluepilled

[Deleted member 17752]

The blackpill (even the logically flawed parts) has corrupted my mind to the point where it's very hard for me to feel happy anymore. But sometimes when I'm intoxicated or engaged in a good cope, I feel a wave of bliss wash over me and I am at peace with the world, where I totally reject blackpill idealology. I think this instance of bliss is what the bluepill feels like.

If i coudl go back in time and take it all back I would. I would have stayed away from anime and as a result never found 4chan. I could have become a normie, maybe even an upper tier normie at that. I could have formed better relationships with people, instead of being angry, distrustful and mostly sad all the time.

I honestly think I could have succeeded even with my fucking Tourette's and Asperger's, but I just can't find the hope/motivation because it just seems pointless. Now all I have is my shitty math degree to finish, and a life full of loneliness.

 

[Deleted member 17997]

I could have become a normie, maybe even an upper tier normie at that.

Gigacope. Rejecting the blackpill would not improve your looks to upper normie. Unless you already are good looking...

 

[Deleted member 17599]

There are no reason to be happy when you can't get sex. Only delusional soycels are that.

 

[Blackpincel]

Once you go Black , you never go Back

 

[TheGambler2]

Agree.Whenever I have even a normal small talk with a female,which is very rare, I feel bluepilled for days,makes me feel free.Then I return to my blackpilled mode and don't have motivation for anything

 

[Blackpincel]

Agree.Whenever I have even a normal small talk with a female,which is very rare, I feel bluepilled for days,makes me feel free.Then I return to my blackpilled mode and don't have motivation for anything

I used to feel that way as well, many, many times, to the point that I have become so angry and resistant to the bluepill that even if a foid randomly decides to act flirty on me, I would stay on my "blackpilled mode" unless she kissed me or allowed my penis inside her.

 

[Terranigma]

I could have become a normie, maybe even an upper tier normie at that.

fakecel alert.

If a change in personality can get you pussy you are wrong here.

 

[starystulejarz]

Gigacope. Rejecting the blackpill would not improve your looks to upper normie. Unless you already are good looking...

true, even if he would be upper tier normie already he could learn how to manipulate people for his own good

 

[Joelossus]

No bro, knowing the truth is better than living a lie ngl.

 

[Mephisto]

Gigacope. Rejecting the blackpill would not improve your looks to upper normie. Unless you already are good looking...

 

[FinnCel]

Impossible

Even if you forget the Blackpill, you'll eventually want to find out why you are failing. And then you'll meet mister Blackpill again

 

[StaroRavager]

The bluepill caused me nothing but trouble

 

[Wonder]

The blackpill (even the logically flawed parts)

Which parts?

 

[Incline]

There are no reason to be happy when you can't get sex. Only delusional soycels are that.

Even if so, I would not be satisfied with just merely having sex with women that's not what this is about. If you want sex you can hire escort she will fuck you regardless of your looks but that's not intimacy. I want a girlfriend, somebody you can cuddle with and share your problems with, somebody you can love not just a fuck doll. In a way most chads fuck just empty sluts but at least they get to pick and choose unlike us.

 

[Parrtlord]

Everybody wishes the blackpill to be wrong.. Even us.. Its not like we are against the bluepill.. We want the bluepill to be right.. But the bluepill is a fantasy.. Its much better to be aware than in denial..

 

[Parrtlord]

You don't want to know the truth?

Most ppl go thru the ''i dont want to be blackpilled anymore'' phase at some point

 

[Damo the incel]

Most ppl go thru the ''i dont want to be blackpilled anymore'' phase at some point

This, he's currently gagging on the blackpill trying to throw it up

 

[Deleted member 1252]

Bluepilled people are essentially children, full of innocence, wonder, awe, and hope. I’d love to go back to being that. But it’s impossible. Once you’re blackpilled, once you’ve seen the world for what it is, once you’ve learned the true nature of foids, you are permanently altered.

 

[Deleted member 14805]

The bluepill caused me nothing but trouble

 

[Insomniac]

You already are, judging by some of your posts.

 

[Cffcel]

No bro, knowing the truth is better than living a lie ngl.

Agreed

 

[Napoleon de Jizzbal]

Desire to be cucked

 

[EyesAreSoCold]

The blackpill (even the logically flawed parts) has corrupted my mind to the point where it's very hard for me to feel happy anymore. But sometimes when I'm intoxicated or engaged in a good cope, I feel a wave of bliss wash over me and I am at peace with the world, where I totally reject blackpill idealology. I think this instance of bliss is what the bluepill feels like.

If i coudl go back in time and take it all back I would. I would have stayed away from anime and as a result never found 4chan. I could have become a normie, maybe even an upper tier normie at that. I could have formed better relationships with people, instead of being angry, distrustful and mostly sad all the time.

I honestly think I could have succeeded even with my fucking Tourette's and Asperger's, but I just can't find the hope/motivation because it just seems pointless. Now all I have is my shitty math degree to finish, and a life full of loneliness.

You don't have to be completely lonely just because you are blackpilled you know you can still get friends, and its not like its knowledge that is stopping you from getting girls but your looks. You only saved yourself from heartbreaking orbiting and other dumb whiteknight activities when you got blackpilled, anything else is still open to you.

 

[Parrtlord]

You don't have to be completely lonely just because you are blackpilled you know you can still get friends, and its not like its knowledge that is stopping you from getting girls but your looks. You only saved yourself from heartbreaking orbiting and other dumb whiteknight activities when you got blackpilled, anything else is still open to you.

 

[Modafincel]

The problem with the bluepill is that you will blame yourself for your failures. Knowing things are out of your control frees you from guilt.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

No bro, knowing the truth is better than living a lie ngl.

 

[TheReaper]

I don't get your point OP.
you can be both normie and blackpilled.

 

[Snowman888]

Too late

 

[BrettyBoy]

Better to be blackpilled and know the truth about society and their lookism bullshit than believe a great personality gets you girls when in fact, most girls go for assholes.

 

[Hate_my_life]

I've been through that very phase you're in.

You want the bluepill to be reality. You look for ways out of the blackpill, but no matter what it holds you firm in its grasp.

After fighting you begin to realise, it's not your enemy.

 

[Deleted member 17752]

No bro, knowing the truth is better than living a lie ngl.

Better to be blackpilled and know the truth about society and their lookism bullshit than believe a great personality gets you girls when in fact, most girls go for assholes.

Why though? Wouldn't it be better to be happy?

The problem with the bluepill is that you will blame yourself for your failures. Knowing things are out of your control frees you from guilt.

I think things are partially my fault.

You already are, judging by some of your posts.
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excellent discourse as always

 

[BrettyBoy]

Why though? Wouldn't it be better to be happy?

I think things are partially my fault.

excellent discourse as always

There are has gotta be bluepilled incels out there that are depressed because of having a good personality and struggling with girls and thinking ‘Why doesn’t she want me? I’m a good guy’ but at the same time, believe their great personality will get them a girl in time when in reality, most girls are only after looks.

 

[Insomniac]

excellent discourse as always

> /s

 

[Michael15651]

I’m happy being blackpilled, just not Incel.

 

[Joelossus]

Why though? Wouldn't it be better to be happy?

Guees it comes down to personal preference tbh, personally i prefer to know the truth.