nohopesnodreams
Drill Sgt. Greycel
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- Joined
- Sep 26, 2025
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Some days life just seems so bleak and distant to me. I look around and all I see is disgust aimed at me, and for that I miss being a deadbeat loser, though I can't say I am too different from then.
All that makes me happy and that I give a fuck about is jerking off and smoking. Even just talking to acquaintances or people that I have to work with rarely just feels so tiring to me. They may think they know me, but they don't. I hope that at least someone out there that I know considers me as their friend, but I am too tired most days than not to care about upkeeping a relation with anyone at all.
I don't want to have a life outside my room anymore. I want to sit all day in a pretty room, do drugs and goon for hours. I want to play games and have a constant form of stimulation. That's what a simple life should be;
No worrying about people.
No worrying about what people think of you.
No trying to put effort into anything.
It's the joy of missing out.
All that makes me happy and that I give a fuck about is jerking off and smoking. Even just talking to acquaintances or people that I have to work with rarely just feels so tiring to me. They may think they know me, but they don't. I hope that at least someone out there that I know considers me as their friend, but I am too tired most days than not to care about upkeeping a relation with anyone at all.
I don't want to have a life outside my room anymore. I want to sit all day in a pretty room, do drugs and goon for hours. I want to play games and have a constant form of stimulation. That's what a simple life should be;
No worrying about people.
No worrying about what people think of you.
No trying to put effort into anything.
It's the joy of missing out.





