Accept your faith, if you get desperate you will get brutally abused by the soyciety and foids in general. Look at OF, LOOK AT IT MFKER. How could someone donate money there and look themselves in the mirror again?!
Face it, if you’re a truecel you’re destined to live a life of hate, not love and the sooner you realise it will be better for you, less suffering at least. You have to learn to live life with your hate. Know who your enemy is, fight them with arguments, economically, psychologically, heck with weapons bro, because if you don’t fight you will end up stomped by the soyciety and foids and they will just throw you in the dumpster.
Your post is giving out a tone that you think you can find a foid that cares about you. Reality check - not a single foid on Earth would help or relate to you in any way. For them you’re nothing but a bunch of meat. A slave, that will work for breadcrumbs to finance their empire of immorality and degeneration, and that can be replaced in an instant and thrown to the graveyard.
