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I went to some stupid street festival today and I legit feel like killing myself right now. Saw so many teenagers having the time of their lives. Nothing will ever compare to those years. Sure, I might get a girl or social circle someday, but it'll never be the same. I'll never share any first times with my peers or experience young love. I'll never have the opportunity to just let loose and have fun. Everything is serious and overly structured when you're an adult. People become jaded and boring, everything is about maintaining an image. They don't want to do fun stuff like go on carnival rides, play stupid midway games, have water fights, get drunk/high, or act immature. Nope, they would rather make small talk over dinner at some shitty restaurant. I'm starting to realize that even college can't compare. I fucking hate my life. I'll never get my youth back. It's no wonder I can't connect with anyone my age. I missed out on critical social experiences and nothing can make up for it. And to think, these kids are doing this stuff on a regular basis. I would kill for just ONE DAY of it. This post is all over the place but I'm drunk so whatever. I wasn't expecting this much sui fuel tonight. I low key feel like I need to be hospitalized
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