Serious I want every single incel to answer the Proust Questionnaire

[Corvus]

My life is completely meaningless. I have no friends, im ugly and low IQ, no achievements, literally nothing

 

[Sergeant Kelly]

1. What is your idea of perfect happiness? - I'm a basic bitch, typical white picket fence stuff/having a lot of babies with woman I love
2. What is your greatest fear? - few, can't tell which is greatest one, brainrot, brainfog, losing my intelectual capabilities or becoming disabled and fully dependant on other people
3. What is the trait you most deplore in yourself? Cowardice, not being able to stick to something once I start it
4. What is the trait you most deplore in others? Dishonesty, being two-faced
5. Which living person do you most admire? Whoever speaks truth publicly despite massive social consequences (broad who wrote "Manipulated Man" would be example)
6. What is your greatest extravagance? Gorilion unplayed games on steam
7. What is your current state of mind? Numbness, hesitation, uncertainty
8. What do you consider the most overrated virtue? The redditors "decent human being"
9. On what occasion do you lie? Almost every time I'm interacting with people - mostly lies by omission. I wish I could be 100% honest in the way I interact with people.
10. What do you most dislike about your appearance? Lack of chin, I don't dislike my apperance, there's a massive dissociation between how I see myself in a mirror and how I look like irl, on photos etc.
11. Which living person do you most despise? Guy who bullied me non-stop through entirety of elementary, pERhabs one day...
12. What is the quality you most like in a man? Actually acting like a man and not a meme molded to please women
13. What is the quality you most like in a woman? Loyalty but that's like saying my favourite trait of a crocodile is wings so I'll go with nice ass instead
14. Which words or phrases do you most overuse? Online "nigga" "shit", irl probably some linguistic weed in my language that I don't even notice because everyone else overuse it too
15. What or who is the greatest love of your life? - As for "What" - videogames. As for "Who" - don't have one, there were a few "infatuations" that I had but these were strange, insect-like primitive feelings of longing, I wouldn't say I truly ever loved anyone
16. When and where were you happiest? When I was a little kid, somewhere in 4-8 age range
17. Which talent would you most like to have? Ability to focus/stick to whatever I'm doing
18. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Make myself fearless
19. What do you consider your greatest achievement? Not roping, few mods for videogames
20. If you were to die and come back as a person or a thing, what would it be? I wouldn't want to come back here, but I'll go with bumblebee
21. Where would you most like to live? Some country that's poised to become the most technological one/stuff you'd see in cyberpunk media, China perhabs? That or some scandinavian country.
22. What is your most treasured possession? Drawings I did as a child
23. What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery? Being incel and bluepilled
24. What is your favorite occupation? Creative work where I can forget about everything
25. What is your most marked characteristic? Looking out of place wherever I am
26. What do you most value in your friends? Don't have irl friends, only acquaintances
27. Who are your favorite writers? Andrzej Sapkowski, Witcher seires was first "serious" fantasy series that I read as a kid
28. Who is your hero of fiction? Generic "pressing on despite overwhelming odds" MC, probably one of these:
29. Which historical figure do you most identify with? Not so much identify with but rather imagine I could have normal conversation with: Nikolai Tesla, H.P. Lovecraft, pre-chancellor Adolf
30. Who are your heroes in real life? Don't have any. Everyone thinks they're a hero.
31. What are your favorite names? Jack, Alice
32. What is it that you most dislike? Jestermaxxing
33. What is your greatest regret? Spending my entire youth as incel, not realizing certain things about people/society earlier back when it could possibly lead to me turning my life around
34. How would you like to die? In my sleep
35. What is your motto? "Words build bridges into unexplored regions"

 

[City Incel]

The Proust Questionnaire​

1. What is your idea of perfect happiness?
2. What is your greatest fear?
3. What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
4. What is the trait you most deplore in others?
5. Which living person do you most admire?

I only have phone so I can manage to answer just the first 5:

1. Being the God. I almost got there, it was beyond Gigachad - it was my divine purpose.
2. Losing being the God (done, sadly, already too late).
3. Losing being the God. Being naive - forgetting the physical world still exists.
4. Supressing great ideas and progress. I had a sick plan how to make money but I had no help and the window of opportunity for this project ran out.
5. Probably David Goggins, he achieved great mental clarity through mental suffering and shares his approach although he's only half right and I did this much more efficiently.

 

[NiggasCallmedaDrink]

too long my nigga