Samurai
Jesus Christ Conquers
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Lately, I've been taking trenorol and some anabolic protein powder (not exactly steroids yet) and my I'm seeing great improvements in the gym, but I can't stop thinking of how much I want a girlfriend to marry and have children with and hold hands with. Buy her flowers and tell her I love her everyday.
I'm constantly having the vicious desire to metaphorically colonise a girl. Take complete control over her, make her my property, my seed permanently inside her, becoming one, changing her neurological system with the power of my seed.
I hate masturbation. That is not something I want to ever rely on. It feels disgusting at the end and makes me disgusted at myself.
What should I do?
I'm constantly having the vicious desire to metaphorically colonise a girl. Take complete control over her, make her my property, my seed permanently inside her, becoming one, changing her neurological system with the power of my seed.
I hate masturbation. That is not something I want to ever rely on. It feels disgusting at the end and makes me disgusted at myself.
What should I do?