you'll end up coping somehow. probably return to jacking it. if you somehow don't go back and dont escalate into drugs, then maybe youll eventually suppress sexual desire, idk. im also trying to give up on fapping because when i jizz i think about how i made myself do it and that no girl has ever touched my dong, and how its so pathetic that im rewarding myself for what is supposed to be giving life, to try and make myself feel better. and it never works. i just hope that eventually maybe after enough months or whatever my mind will give up on the idea of sexual release and ill have some peace of mind. i know thats probably not going to happen but i can wish