TaiLung
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It's not even about the incel shit but mostly about medical problems such as my teeth where i (my parents) need to pay like 40k to fix this shit. I need like 4 different operations, two for bone grafting, two for implants. I can only get ceramic implants because im allergic to the titanium ones (which is ridiculously rare but obviously my genetics hate me) and the ceramic ones are impossible to hide and will always stick out for months and if i literally touch them with my tongue too often they will all fail. I fucking hate my existence and why go through this shit which probably takes 1 1/2 years atleast. I put my parents in massive debt for probably the next 10 years so they can pay for something as trivial as teeth for their autistic perma virgin.
And after i'm done with all this shit a life full of wagecuck or autismbux awaits me, rotting alone in my parents house either way probably. I wish i could move out but i don't see that happening ever realistically. I've gone through a nonstop series of worst case scenarios in the past 3 years its honestly unbelievable how much teeth will literally fuck up your life. I've never seen people talk about this on this forum but if you are missing a ton of teeth its literally over for you even if you were a 6'3 chad. My only fucking cope in life was to escortmaxx but honestly considered i just fapped 1 hour ago and my brain isn't pumped with shitty hormones, why bother with this shit. I just want to die, literally nothing awaits me in life. Best case scenario is rotting in my parents house with government autismbux for the next 10 years watching my sister fuck a new chad every week until she eventually marries and moves out. Jfl at her being 4 years younger than me and she already had like 5 boyfriends. Arguably she has the same shitty genetics as me but shes a girl so it doesnt matter lol. The only thing that bothers me is im so fucking afraid of death. I'm atheist mostly but the concept of hell really bothers me. The concept of non existing in general. Don't wanna miss all the future technology shit. But i really cant bother with this shit. I don't know if i will go through with it. I have developed some other problems in the meantime probably because i never leave my house or eat anything but dogshit microwave fastfood. Don't have the money or energy to eat anything else as im very limited to food types anyway. I'm auschwitzmaxxing hard rn being about 87lbs at 5'5. I love how the fucking government still considers having remotely decent teeth as "cosmetics" and thus doesn't pay shit. I have seen a bunch of people with similiar teeth issues as me and literally all of them have some sort of severe depression and didn't really work. Im gonna rope using a train probably if anything. There is one relatively close to me and putting your head on rails is guaranteed instant death. At this point im just praying that something is just going to put me over the edge. I've read many stories from people that got some kind of severe nerve damage from this procedure. I'm gonna have to try it i guess but jfl im out of this clown world if a single thing goes wrong. I suppose the alternative is pulling all teeth out so the remaining ones dont fucking annoy me 24/7 due to their severe missalingment so i can grandpamaxx at 20 years old.
And after i'm done with all this shit a life full of wagecuck or autismbux awaits me, rotting alone in my parents house either way probably. I wish i could move out but i don't see that happening ever realistically. I've gone through a nonstop series of worst case scenarios in the past 3 years its honestly unbelievable how much teeth will literally fuck up your life. I've never seen people talk about this on this forum but if you are missing a ton of teeth its literally over for you even if you were a 6'3 chad. My only fucking cope in life was to escortmaxx but honestly considered i just fapped 1 hour ago and my brain isn't pumped with shitty hormones, why bother with this shit. I just want to die, literally nothing awaits me in life. Best case scenario is rotting in my parents house with government autismbux for the next 10 years watching my sister fuck a new chad every week until she eventually marries and moves out. Jfl at her being 4 years younger than me and she already had like 5 boyfriends. Arguably she has the same shitty genetics as me but shes a girl so it doesnt matter lol. The only thing that bothers me is im so fucking afraid of death. I'm atheist mostly but the concept of hell really bothers me. The concept of non existing in general. Don't wanna miss all the future technology shit. But i really cant bother with this shit. I don't know if i will go through with it. I have developed some other problems in the meantime probably because i never leave my house or eat anything but dogshit microwave fastfood. Don't have the money or energy to eat anything else as im very limited to food types anyway. I'm auschwitzmaxxing hard rn being about 87lbs at 5'5. I love how the fucking government still considers having remotely decent teeth as "cosmetics" and thus doesn't pay shit. I have seen a bunch of people with similiar teeth issues as me and literally all of them have some sort of severe depression and didn't really work. Im gonna rope using a train probably if anything. There is one relatively close to me and putting your head on rails is guaranteed instant death. At this point im just praying that something is just going to put me over the edge. I've read many stories from people that got some kind of severe nerve damage from this procedure. I'm gonna have to try it i guess but jfl im out of this clown world if a single thing goes wrong. I suppose the alternative is pulling all teeth out so the remaining ones dont fucking annoy me 24/7 due to their severe missalingment so i can grandpamaxx at 20 years old.
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