I used to just sit in my bed for hours just texting myself to gain the confidence to text a girl without being to pushy to much I would literally shake when I got a text back of a girl even if most of the times were to tell me fuck off or she's got a "boyfriend" can't believe I used to to sit these for hours on end doing shit like this never realising if I had to do this in the first place it was over just makes me feel want to jump of a bridge Thinking how many years I wasted
