I used to larp on discord constantly. I knew I was subhuman but wanted to see what it was like to be an attractive or even an average male. I started out by editing pics of a Chad and saying they were me. Immediately everyone started treating me great and being a complete retard I assumed it was my "PERSONALITY."
Luckily I didn't succumb to the urges to show them my real face. I can't imagine the humiliation I would experience if I did.
The most brutal experience was when I decided to larp as an average white man. Not extremely attractive mind you, but average. I became extremely popular on a discord server (so much for muh personality) this proved to me that if I was just an average guy I could've been popular and possibly even sexually successful as some girls there (specifically asians from other countries) showed interest in me. That was when I made a massive mistake. I decided to show them my real face.
The entire server mocked me ritualistically. They even assumed I was joking and asked if I was real. I laughed it off and tried to brush it away. Telling myself that they were simply joking. Well after that no one treated me the same. They either ignored or blocked me. The Asian girl that showed interest in me when I larped made jokes about reporting me to the FBI. Eventually I was banned for being "disruptive."
I went from being a figurehead of this server to fucking coal. To me that was worse than larping as an attractive man because it showed me how even the majority of men mogged me in every conceivable way. However what was worse is that it showed me what a meme PERSONALITY is. Your personality means dog shit when you're ugly.
Luckily I didn't succumb to the urges to show them my real face. I can't imagine the humiliation I would experience if I did.
The most brutal experience was when I decided to larp as an average white man. Not extremely attractive mind you, but average. I became extremely popular on a discord server (so much for muh personality) this proved to me that if I was just an average guy I could've been popular and possibly even sexually successful as some girls there (specifically asians from other countries) showed interest in me. That was when I made a massive mistake. I decided to show them my real face.
The entire server mocked me ritualistically. They even assumed I was joking and asked if I was real. I laughed it off and tried to brush it away. Telling myself that they were simply joking. Well after that no one treated me the same. They either ignored or blocked me. The Asian girl that showed interest in me when I larped made jokes about reporting me to the FBI. Eventually I was banned for being "disruptive."I went from being a figurehead of this server to fucking coal. To me that was worse than larping as an attractive man because it showed me how even the majority of men mogged me in every conceivable way. However what was worse is that it showed me what a meme PERSONALITY is. Your personality means dog shit when you're ugly.
