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Boy was I fucking stupid back then. I mean putting your life out for a foid who doesn't even want you lol!
I felt even more dumb realizing that I got over my oneitis after a year or so. That means I had a fantasy of dying for someone that I wasn't really that attracted to anyway. Otherwise I wouldn't have gotten over it so fast.
I do believe there is a beautiful death worth craving for as Yukio Mishima imagined. But it sure as fuck isn't for some foid who wouldn't give a shit if I lived or died.
I rather my death be for something like the world (not that the world is entitled to my life sweeties)
Must be all that stupid anime. Someone else loves the main girl from the series but she's paired with the main character. So they have to find some way to kill him off gloriously to not affect the pairing.
I felt even more dumb realizing that I got over my oneitis after a year or so. That means I had a fantasy of dying for someone that I wasn't really that attracted to anyway. Otherwise I wouldn't have gotten over it so fast.
I do believe there is a beautiful death worth craving for as Yukio Mishima imagined. But it sure as fuck isn't for some foid who wouldn't give a shit if I lived or died.
I rather my death be for something like the world (not that the world is entitled to my life sweeties)
Must be all that stupid anime. Someone else loves the main girl from the series but she's paired with the main character. So they have to find some way to kill him off gloriously to not affect the pairing.