when i was 14, i was really interested in art and i actually became quite good at it, my main goal was to be able to draw faces well and i did, when i later became more black pilled and actaually analysing my sitution even at that time, i knew i was going to be alone, to combat this, id always draw myself with a cute girl hugging me from behind, it made me smile for a while but i now see it as corny from my end, i am not fanatic upon anime girls as i was.
